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Wednesday, April 29, 2009:
Inspiration - Kyle Maynard
I've been feeling a little down lately, and I'm not sure why. Nothing's going wrong in my life - got my health, my family and friends are doing well, my job is relatively secure. I have nothing to be upset about that I can think of. But my heart is feeling a little sad right now and I thought I'd find something to blog about that made me smile.
"When Kyle Maynard speaks of accomplishment, you listen. The term hero is overused in sports, but this is the real deal. He was born with a rare physical disorder that left him deformed and incapable of walking. He proceeded to spend most of his life doing exactly what he wanted anyway." (Dan Wetzel, Yahoo! Sports, April 27th, 2009).
Kyle is 23 years old. He wrote a book a few years back called "No Excuses", of which I have a copy. I saw him on Oprah. He's an optimistic and determined young man who makes you realize that life is unfair, but get over it. I'm not much into fighting but I really love his attitude about life. Click here for the rest of the story.
Who inspires you? Labels: inspiration
posted by Stacy~ at 4/29/2009 07:57:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009:
The goings-on at my place
Happy Tuesday, all. Hope your week is going well. Thanx to everyone who stopped by yesterday for Shiloh Walker's "Chains" contest. It was really quite a blast and so cool to see those who stopped by and left comments. Those are always appreciated :) It was a lot of fun to be involved in, and different than the usual contest for a book release. As a long-time fan of Shi's work, it was great to be a part of the excitement. I hope you all enjoyed it as well.
Let's see, what's been going on here? Not a whole heck of a lot. What started out to be nice weather turned out to be a weekend of rain, so I spent a lot of it indoors reading and watching DVDs. I finished the first season of "Burn Notice" and think I definitely need to watch season 2. I also watched the 2002 release, "Dahmer", starring Jeremy Renner as Jeffrey. I've always had this weird interest in Jeremy, ever since seeing him play the bad guy in "S.W.A.T.", and liking him way better than Colin Farrell. He was also in a little known movie called "Monkey Love", which I thought was silly yet fun in a cute way. And he played a sheriff in a Pink video..."Trouble", perhaps? I think that was the song anyway. I don't necessarily find him all that cute, but I have liked some of the roles he's played in his movies. He doesn't take the expected path, and I've heard interesting things about his role in the movie "Hurt Locker", which I really want to see.
 Anyway, so Jeremy plays the "human" side of Jeffrey Dahmer, the side that makes you wonder what exactly went wrong in Jeffrey's life. I remember when the gruesome case was first brought to light. I worked nights in data entry at the time, and we were all glued to our radios and headsets, listening to each gory finding, realizing that it had all happened only a few hours from where we were. It's hard to put a face to that. The movie is disturbing in the predictable sense that it shows just how mundane and ordinary Jeffrey was. So now I've watched it, and though it didn't shed any new light or tell me anything I didn't already know, I'm glad I watched it and got it out of my system. Am I the only one who watches those MSNBC or A&E programs about serial killers?
In reading news, I have a bunch of books for review, all ones that I want to read, some coming out in May, June and even July. I've read one or two, but didn't want to burn out on them all at once, so I've been doing some non-review reading, including some favorite re-reads. Some of you may know that Lisa Kleypas is one of those authors for whom I'd buy scratch-paper scribbles, so I'm indulging in my favorite LK historical, "Where Dreams Begin". Zachary Bronson is such an earthy, raw, sexual hero, and I've always had an idea of what he looked like, but now when I read this story, I picture someone more current, someone who has all those strong, appealing, masculine qualities. Wouldn't you agree that this guy - the delicious Jeffrey Dean Morgan - fits the description?

Next week I'm off to D.C. for work, and I won't have much access to the blog here because I don't want to haul my laptop along. And I can't wait to see Miss Kati again. While I'm gone, I'm thinking I'll post some book alerts, etc. but I was thinking if anyone is interested (Julie???)in writing up a quickie blog post, feel free. Maybe you've never blogged before or you have an idea that you want to write about. If so, I'm cool with that. You can leave me a comment this week and I'll touch base with ya. Otherwise, y'all are at my mercy *g*
And spring fever is got it's frenzied claws in me. Usually I'm not one to spend a lot of money on clothes, but I've been going a little overboard on some cute tops for summer, in the hopes the weather will cooperate and I'll actually get to wear them soon. So far that really hasn't happened. Has anyone else been going out on fun shopping sprees in anticipation of warmer temps?
That's about it for now. I seem to be in one of those moods lately where I'm not really happy or sad or upset or excited, just kinda "meh". Partly it's the weather, which has been rainy for several days and promises to continue for the rest of the week. I also think I'm feeling the need for a change. Nothing drastic, just something a little different to shake things up. What do you do when you need a little excitement to lift your spirits? Labels: ramblings
posted by Stacy~ at 4/28/2009 07:19:00 AM
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Monday, April 27, 2009:
"Hot Pursuit" cover blurb!
Alyssa Locke is no stranger to dealing with danger. As team leader of the nation's number one personal security company, Troubleshooters, Inc., she's seen more than her share of action, survived plenty of close calls, and holds her own with the best of them--and against the worst of them. Guarding lives is her game, and no one plays it better. But her toughest challenge will be protecting herself from a serial killer she's been after for years -- known only as "The Dentist" -- who is determined to make her his ultimate trophy. The assignment was supposed to be an easy one: teach self-defense techniques to a newly-elected New York State Assemblywoman and her chief of staff, after a political controversy generates a blizzard of hate mail -- including some death threats -- from hotheads and cranks. But as soon as she mobilizes in New York City with her squad of moonlighting Navy SEALs, Alyssa begins butting heads with the hard-case cop who thinks they're chasing shadows. Until they discover a dead body. And then another. Now Alyssareally has her hands full -- bodyguarding two independent, busy women, managing a murder investigation, and trying to find time for her husband, Troubleshooters operative Sam Starrett, and their infant son. Meanwhile, it wouldn't be a Troubleshooters operation without romantic sparks and heated rivalries--and any time the SEALs of Team Sixteen are involved, there are plenty of both. But then, in the middle of investigating a suspect, Alyssa is ambushed, and suddenly finds herself imprisoned by The Dentist. Now cut off from everyone she loves and relies on, Alyssa must call upon all of her strength and skill to survive this final confrontation with the sadistic monster, and trust that her Troubleshooter teammates, led by her beloved Sam, will reach her before it's too late. The suspense is killing me! Labels: Suz, Troubleshooters
posted by Stacy~ at 4/27/2009 07:32:00 AM
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Contest Alert: Shiloh Walker's "Chains" blog tour
Want to win $100 in free books?
To help promote her upcoming release, CHAINS, author Shiloh Walker is doing a dash through some of the blogs in romanceland, leaving behind excerpts. If you'd like to get entered to win a gift certificate for $100 (your choice from the online booksellers), all you have to do is visit the blogs, read the excerpts and leave a comment. The excerpts are in order, just visit the first blog, Karen Knows Best (http://karenknowsbest.com/) and go on from there!

Chains An all new novel of erotic suspense... They weren't friends. They weren't enemies. The only thing the three girls had in common was the high school they went to in Madison, Ohio -- until one tragic night. Now, fifteen years later, they're returning home where passion -- and danger -- await... Renee Lincoln was the homecoming queen -- with the perfect boyfriend and the perfect life. After that horrible night, she rebelled the only way she knew how: by submitting to her wildest fantasies... Tall, blonde, and athletic, Lacey Talbot was a golden girl with a bright future. She's found success as a photographer, but no man has ever been able to satisfy her. No man but the bad boy she left behind... Sherra Salinger has always looked like a princess out of some fairy tale. The books she writes, though, stem from the nightmare of that one night. And she shrinks from any man's attention--especially the one stalking her... They're coming back to Madison -- and it won't be happy reunion. There are three men, all dangerous in a different way. And when each of them surrender their bodies to the heat, when they succumb to desire, they'll find the safety they desperately need... Excerpt (part four) Lacey wasn’t entirely sure it was possible to focus on something else or somebody else when Seth Salinger was around. At least not for her. Back in high school, he had been tall, on the thin side, with that brooding, sexy aura that drove teenaged girls nuts. He was still tall but not what one could call thin—lanky, maybe. Lean, definitely. Muscled shoulders strained at the shoulders of the simple, white cotton button-down he wore, long, lean legs in faded denim. As he absently pushed his hair back from his face, she noticed his hands and wrists. Bony wrists—one of them adorned with a simple watch with a black band, an ordinary piece that could be bought at Sears for $25. Beautiful hands, no rings, nails clipped neat, but not manicured—she was getting damn tired of looking a man who spent more time on his appearance than she did. Seth was sexy as all get-out, but it didn’t come from a two-thousand dollar suit, hours spent at the gym, baking under some hot lights to get that warm golden tone to his skin. It was just him. Damn, she bet he’d be fun in front of a camera. She already knew he photographed very, very well…although Seth wasn’t aware of it. Those pictures were something she hadn’t ever shown anybody and they were her best work. If she had the chance to do it again, do it right instead of sneaking pictures from a distance, she wondered what would happen. Were those pictures another fluke? Like that night? The pictures she’d taken of him were sheer magic, but it wasn’t a fluke. She could do it again. Something inside her, that nagging, itchy need for her camera, started to burn. A couple of hours—if she had a couple of hours, Lacey could do it. She knew she could. A few hours and she could find it. Find that elusive magic that had danced just out of her reach for so long. That was what she wanted—what she needed. Finding that magic, that heat, that heart. Heart…a memory, this one much more recent, rose up to taunt her. You do beautiful work, Lacey. But it lacks heart. It wasn’t her work that lacked heart—it was her. Closing her eyes, she suppressed a sigh. Yeah. She lacked heart. She lacked heat. Passion… Visit It’s Not Chick Porn for the next excerpt. You can also visit Shiloh’s blog for details-the blog will be updated to include the live links for each of the participating blogs.
Disclaimer: Only one entry per household. Open to everybody, as long as the author is able to purchase/email you a gift certificate for one of the major online booksellers-Amazon, BN.com, Borders, Powell’s, etc. Winner’s name to be posted on Shiloh’s blog-author will ATTEMPT to notify the winner via email, but cannot be held accountable if her email bounces back- please make sure you enter the correct email and that you add Shiloh to your addy book to prevent problems. Void where prohibited. Please do not post to sweepstakes sites-the author reserves the right to end the contest at anytime, and likely will end it early if the contest ends up posted to sweepstakes sites. Labels: contest, Shiloh Walker
posted by Stacy~ at 4/27/2009 04:00:00 AM
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Thursday, April 23, 2009:
Awww! Let's Be Friends Award
I am usually so bad about receiving/giving awards but this time I am going to be a better person. Inspired by Tracy, who gave me this sweet and wonderful "Let's Be Friends" award, I'm going to pass it on to a few of the most amazing friends I've met on the 'net over the last few years. These are the people I get to talk romance with, the ones who let me gush about a book or a hero and who are just lovely, sweet peeps.
"The Let's be Friends Awards stands for this: These blogs are exceedingly charming. These kind bloggers aim to find and be friends. They are not interested in self-aggrandizement. Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to these writers. Deliver this award to eight bloggers."
I choose:
*Kati from Katidom - smart, funny, and with a clever way with words, I've been lucky enough to not only know Kati online, but whenever I go to D.C., we try and get together for dinner (and shock the waiters ). Kati has given me many invaluable book recs, and she even loaned me a precious copy of "The Windflower", which I thought was a wonderful story. We're a bit old school, me & Kati. One of my most treasured online friendships. Smooches!
*Katiebabs from Babbling About Books - now who doesn't just love our little Katiebabs? She really IS an eccentric redhead, one with a heart of gold, and a wonderfully dirty mind. Bless her. One thing I admire most about her is that she tries to include everyone, and is all-around a good egg. Plus I just got a whole stack of books in the mail from her, including, squee! "Under Fire" by Jo Davis. Katie totally rocks.
*Lea from Closetwriter - I haven't know Lea for very long, but she always makes a point to stop by and comment, and her blog is fun and inviting (who wouldn't love the best movie kiss contest and all those wonderful vids?). It's one of my daily stops. She just has so much enthusiasm that it's contagious. Definitely someone who inspires me :)
*Barbara from Happily Forever After - Barbara's another one who makes everyone feel welcome and just loves books and it shows. I've really enjoyed getting to know Barbara at her blog, and she makes you feel a part of something wonderful. Plus after a long, grueling day, I like to visit her blog because it reminds me of all the wonder and magic that are out there. Corny, I know, but it really works.
*Tracy from Tracy's Place - Another one of my daily stops. I love how she posts about all those books she reads as well as lets us see into her world and shares a part of her family. Tracy makes it a point to make everyone feel welcome, and she has put up several thoughtful posts that I enjoy. She's also a part-time reviewer for another of my favorite blogs, so I follow her there as well.
*AmyC from Romance Book Wyrm - I just love Amy's blog. It's so warm and inviting and she always has something interesting to post about. Plus I've enjoyed her chapters on a story she wrote. She's very talented. I'm so excited that she's planning to attend Lori Foster's/Dianne Castell's event in June! I can't wait to meet her :)
*Orannia from Walkabout - I've known Orannia for awhile, from her posts at Michelle's Romance Buy the Book, and she's always been encouraging and sweet and really brightens a person's day. She now has her own blog, and it's fun to see the books and topics that interest her. And she lives in New Zealand, where I would love to visit one day. I am fascinated about her side of the world, and what happens there. Orannia is a very interesting person and I'm glad she's a friend.
*Laurie from Laurie's Laudanum - I've known Laurie almost from the first time I started hanging out on the internet and visiting Lori Foster's yahoo group. That's a lot of years, all of them fabulous. She's probably one of the few, yet invaluable, friends I've kept such long online friendship with. We go to all of Lori's & Dianne's events, and she collects troop donations throughout the year, convincing me she is one of God's angels on earth.
I still had more to name, so here's my honorable mentions list:
*KristieJ from Ramblings on Romance, Etc - Kristie is wonderful. She's read romance for a lot of years, and I love her take on what she's read. She shares a lot of her personal stuff with us, which at times has been heart-breaking yet she's always so brave and gracious. And I will be forever indebted to her for "North & South" (BBC version) and "Broken Wings" by Judith James. Kristie is like a one-woman army when she loves something. It's incredible. She inspires me all the time.
*Kelley from Kelley Nyrae - I don't visit Kelley's blog as much as I should, but I've known her for several years and have gotten the chance to see her start out as a reader and blossom into a writer. She's so sweet, a good friend and mom. I know with her determination, she'll go far. I wish her all the best, and hope she'll be at the Foster/Castell event again this year. She reminds me that dreams do come true if you work hard enough.
*Holly, Rowena & Casee from Bookbinge - these 3 ladies are unique, fearless and amazing. All different, but with definite opinions about what they like and don't like. What I like is how each of their personalities shines through. They have a strong love of books but also like to talk about other topics that catch their attention. They are honest, but never cruel. I like how they are willing to take chances, and have helped me push the envelope with my own reading. These ladies are force to be reckoned with.
*Shannon from What Women Read - I am lucky that Shannon lives in Chicago, because I get to go to booksignings with her, go out for wine, and just talk about some of the books that I've loved over the years. This is a huge deal for me, since the majority of my reader friends are all online. I like having Shannon at my beck and call LOL. She's also given me some great UF recs, like Patricia Briggs and Kim Harrison. Shannon's blog is a lot of fun, I just wish she had time to post more. But the girl's got a life, and she lives in an amazing city, so who can blame her.
*Beth Kery & Julie James - two of my new favorite authors. I named them because they are both here in Chicago, I have met them each and have been lucky enough to hang out with them a few times, and because they are both so appreciative of their fans and are willing to listen to what readers have to say. Beth has been reading romance off and on for years, and Julie is fairly new to the genre. I like having discussions that include a writer's POV because I don't always think of things from that angle. I soak it all up like a sponge (albeit one with a faulty memory). If you ever get the chance to meet these ladies, please do so.
So there you have it, I'm sharing the love :) Labels: awards, online friends
posted by Stacy~ at 4/23/2009 07:00:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009:
"Stress Relief" by Diana Hunter -(2009) ebook
Meg Turner needs to relax. Between her job, her mother and the loss of a good Dom, she's all wound up and needs a good flogging to relieve her tensions. Rand Arthur is a busy man with a company to run. He doesn't need commitments, but when his friend asks him to take Meg on as a new sub, he agrees, knowing there's nothing that relieves stress like flogging a willing back.
But by the end of their first session, both see something in the other neither expected. And neither wants to change the rules of their relationship and risk losing it all.
Since I seem to be so keen on getting out of my comfort zone these days, I saw this book description at Elloras Cave and thought, hey, what the heck, why not see if I can handle a sub/Dom storyline. Now, pain of any kind does absolutely nothing for me, though I do understand how it can totally be arousing for some people. I can also get that it might be rather exciting to be "forced" to feel pleasure when there's absolutely nothing you can do about it. So even though these are fantasies that don't turn me on, most especially the pain factor, I still decided to read something a little different, just to stretch my wings and look beyond to the emotional aspects of these types of relationships. Maybe even try to reach a level of understanding about them. And there were definitely things to like about this story. First off, I liked Meg a lot. Other than not loving her job, which is the case for a lot of people, I think she was pretty normal and well-adjusted. I found that be such a welcome change. One thing that drives me crazy is when I read the description of a character who likes something different from the usual male/female vanilla sex, they tend to have "issues", like there's something wrong with people who like it spicier and/or riskier in the bedroom. I'm all for adventurous fantasies, and I consider myself fairly normal (boring but normal), so to read about Meg, who comes across as someone I'd be friends with was a big thumbs-up for me. I also liked Rand. We don't get to find out quite as much about him in the story, but again, another likable, well-adjusted character who takes his role as a Dom very seriously. He believes wholeheartedly in the trust between a Dom and his sub, and went a long way to prove that. There were times he had to do things to "break" his sub that he didn't necessarily feel comfortable with, but believed it was for her own good. That's where things started to get dicey for me, but I'll get to that in a bit. So anyway, we see the more tender side to Rand, that he truly cares about the women he takes under his wing, and that he pushes them to where they need to go, yet at the same time, has great affection for them. Rand comes across as a very caring, dedicated Dom who takes great yet serious pride in his work. So here we have two people who have decided to enter into a Dom/sub relationship. This is not a decision based solely on attraction or even liking the other person; it has a lot to do with trusting that the other person will take them where they need and/or want to go. Meg has a need to get out her frustrations over her life, and has found that being flogged is a great way to let loose the tension and stress that builds up over time. She's noticed that with her last Dom, the time between sessions is becoming less and less, not satisfying her as fully as they once did. When Jack (aforementioned Dom) has a job offer that will take him out of the country, he tells her he's leaving and ends up giving her Rand's contact information. Meg's wary about starting over with someone completely new, especially when she also considered Jack a close friend, but finds she needs the release only a Dom can give her. Plus Jack has a lot of respect for Rand which reassures Meg, so she does contact Rand, and they both decide to meet and see if this will be an agreeable arrangement between them. Neither one of them is looking for anything permanent, just the enjoyment of a Dom/sub relationship, no strings. The initial contact goes well, and Rand immediately sets up a "play date" to get better acquainted. Meg is excited when she realizes that Rand is a more dedicated Dom and will take her to places she's never been, and the pleasure she experiences is beyond anything she's known before. She thinks she'll finally be able to find the release she's been looking for. In the end though, they both realize that their arrangement is so much more than they'd ever expected. My thoughts (with possible spoilers): So I'm reading these exchanges between Rand and Meg, and they're...interesting. I understand, at least from some of the books I've read, that it's really supposed to be the sub who has all the power. It's not really mentioned in this book, so I'm going completely on presumption here. After all, with Meg being the sub in this relationship, she's been given a safe word and can halt what happens to her at anytime. At one point however, Rand seems hesitant to allow her to use her safeword during a weekend session, as if by taking it away he will get faster, more effective results, but that's not really explored, and for my benefit, I was grateful that it didn't come to that. Now here is when things start to get uncomfortable for me. As much as I don't find it exciting, I do understand that some people find pain arousing. I understand that one might be turned on by giving complete control to the other person and trust that they will give them the ultimate pleasure, and I can see that a Dom would love being in total control of giving it. I didn't realize that some use this type of exchange to "break" past their barriers and deal with deeper issues. I don't look at sex as being about the cure for outside problems, but maybe I'm looking at these relationships in the completely wrong way. My lack of knowledge in the BDSM world is something that I consider more of a blessing because there are just some things I'd just rather not know. Ignorance can be bliss. However if there's one thing that I could not, absolutely COULD NOT tolerate about this storyline, it's the scenes of humiliation that were enforced throughout several encounters. Time and time again I found myself walking away from this story because I was so...disgusted. Maybe that's harsh, but it's the reaction I had whenever Meg was forced to do something demeaning. This method was evidently used to help Meg reach her breaking point, yet she never really does. She's a stubborn one. So we have to watch her being treated as an object, a thing, for several passages in the book. At times she's ashamed, disgusted, even angry, but she never breaks. I realize that this story could have been much more extreme than it was - she never actually has intercourse with any other man than Rand, which is a good thing because I probably wouldn't have been able to finish the book if it went to that level - but at the same time, she's "forced" to accept their degrading treatment of her. These other men are there to debase her, to humiliate her, to make her do things like she didn't even matter as a person. THAT is what I totally don't get. It's beyond the fantasy of giving over control and letting someone else be in charge for a change. That I can accept. It's treating her as if she's nothing more than a vessel for others' lust - whether it be in the form of her pain or embarrassment or humiliation - that totally creeps me out. Yet Rand uses these methods to try to force her to break, which would then culminate in building her back up again into a stronger, more resilient person. As I said earlier, she doesn't break, and even by this point, Rand is sickened by what he's making her do, however he still finds it necessary for her to reach complete fulfillment. And Meg takes it. And takes it. And even when it's over she takes more. As much as I hated what was happening, I couldn't hate Meg. I admired her strength, her stubborn nature, the fact that she didn't give up. But at the sam time, a huge part of me is wondering why the hell is she accepting this? Why would she feel like she has to let these things happen to her? From her reactions, she doesn't even find any of these other men attractive. At least if she did, it would make a crazy kind of sense, By the end, we discover what she finally needed to learn and accept, however let's just say that if it were me, I would have figured it out way before the book started. It was just so obvious. But evidently that's not how these types of relationships work. It appeared to be more about not just acceptance, but finally doing something about what was bothering her so greatly, and that's what the purpose of Rand's initial role as a Dom to Meg's sub entailed: to peel away the layers and get to the heart of Meg. So, this book was certainly an eye-opening learning experience for me. Mind you, not one I wish to repeat any time soon. Not that I hold the author responsible for the way I feel because I believe it really gave me a little more insight into what it means to be in a BDSM relationship. And it's not a bad story at all as far as the telling of it, in fact it was well-written and even emotional at times, which is one of the main reasons a book is enjoyable to me. It's just not the type of story I wish to read about again. Am I glad I read it? Well I don't know if "glad" is the right word, but I did find it enlightening and further opened up my mind to what goes on it these types of relationships. I just have no desire to repeat the experience or advance my education in this area, thank you very much. However there may be those of you out there that feel differently, and if that's the case, then this book might really appeal to you. Whatever floats your boat. And while it didn't float mine, I cannot truly give it a bad review based on that alone. Personal tastes * out of ***** Overall Rating: **** out of ***** Labels: Diana Hunter, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 4/22/2009 05:55:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009:
Expectations: or why Susan Boyle reminds me of why I love m/m romances
I wasn't quite sure if I should have gone with this title for my blog post, because I don't mean to be funny (even if I did I often fail miserably LOL) and I certainly don't mean to be disrespectful in any way towards either topic. It just goes to show the strange ways in which my mind works. 
I'm sure by now most of you have seen the amazing YouTube video of Susan Boyle, the 47-year-old Scottish woman who blew away the audience - and dare I say the world - with her incredible performance on "Britain's Got Talent", England's version of "American Idol. I had never heard the song she sang, which was "I Dreamed a Dream" from Les Miserables', but by the time I watched it once, I was captivated. I ended up immediately watching it 3 more times. Since then, I've probably seen it 15 times, and each time, it manages to get to me and I get tears in my eyes from watching how she didn't let the laughter intimidate her but instead did exactly what she set out to do - she made that "audience rock". It was astounding. (For more of her of her incredible voice, listen to her 1999 version of "Cry Me a River". Just gorgeous). While pondering the amazing reaction the world has had to Ms. Boyle, it made me think of how judgmental I personally am. If I hadn't heard all the buzz and previously known before watching the clip what a phenomenon she turned out to be, I can't say for sure that I wouldn't have been just as judgmental as most of the audience initially was. In fact, I'm pretty sure I would have been rather doubtful about her talent. I feel horrible for saying that, but I think it's the truth. I would have judged her before hearing even one note. Well, thank you Susan, for going out there, being brave, and showing us (me) how wrong we all were. She exceeded my expectations, big-time. So anyway, Susan's knockout performance got me thinking about expectations in other areas. Like for instance, how I look at books. Sometimes I look at a book cover or read the blurb and it either catches my attention in a good way or it completely turns me off. Before even looking a bit further, perhaps reading a passage to see if it grabs my attention, I decide to either buy it or write it off as my my thing. Now I know that is not unusual, especially when there are so many books, movies, t.v. shows, etc., to choose from, and there's only so much time in the day and it's impossible to grab everything that catches your fancy. But what I'm talking about is not being willing to give something a try, just pushing it aside at first glance because initially you don't find it appealing. That's how I first felt about m/m romances. I was more than fine with the m/f/m storylines, where the heroine gets to enjoy the sensual attentions of two hot, sexy men who want to worship and pleasure her. Very hawt. Then I noticed that in some of the m/f/m books I was reading, the men weren't just pleasuring the woman, they were pleasuring each other, and enjoying the hell out of it. It was more about the emotional connection between all three of them, and I could accept it in the storyline. However it didn't take long before I was reading the sex scenes between the men with as equal enthusiasm as I was the ones between the hero(es) and heroine. They could be rougher, dirtier, more aggressive, yet that didn't make them any less sexy. I've read plenty of sex scenes between men and women that have been more empty and meaningless than a lot of the sexin' that goes on in the m/f/m and/or m/m romances. Because when the characters really care for each other, the sex can get extremely raunchy yet also be incredibly sexy and arousing. They are about something more than just the shock value or trying every sexual position known to man (and beast), because after awhile, when you read enough of it, if there's no connection, it can get pretty bor-ing. So what I've learned from the experience is that though I thought I knew what I liked, and had strong convictions about what works for me, there are times I can be really surprised, in a good way, when I check some of my assumptions at the door and just give it a try. The bottom line (no pun intended *g*) is that I LOVE a memorable love story. I'm so glad I opened myself to the idea of romance being about the love story, period, whether it's a man and a woman, two men and a woman, or even two men. I haven't yet read a love story between two women that has captured my interest, but I think I'm ready to be convinced. That would definitely be reading about something that made me uncomfortable, primarily because f/f sex does not turn me on. These are the scenes in romances that I skim past. However I will make a full confession and say that the scene in Lacey Alexander's "Bikini Diaries" was kinda hot, though what really appealed to me about it was that the guys were so into it and it totally got them all horny. (Read Katiebabs' thoughtful post about writing outside her comfort zone). Can you think of a recent experience that totally blew away YOUR expectations? Was it good or bad? Labels: expectations
posted by Stacy~ at 4/21/2009 06:48:00 AM
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Monday, April 20, 2009:
What I'm watching: Burn Notice
 When intelligence agencies need to dispense with one of their spies they serve a burn notice. A burn notice informs other agencies that the spy has become unreliable, effectively ending his or her career. The USA Network's BURN NOTICE follows Michael Westen (Jeffrey Donovan), whose intelligence career comes to an abrupt halt after a botched job in Nigeria. Westen returns home to Miami, Florida, only to discover that he has been cut off from all his contacts in the agency and his bank account has been frozen. Without a penny to his name, Westen decides to work as an unlicensed private investigator, using the money he makes to launch his own investigation into his fate with the intelligence agency. Westen's new career presents him with plenty of opportunities to delve into Miami's seedy underbelly, with drug dealers, gunrunners, prostitution rings, and gangsters all coming under his watchful eye. A strong supporting cast includes Gabrielle Anwar (SCENT OF A WOMAN) as Westen's ex-girlfriend and former IRA agent Fiona Glenanne; Bruce Campbell (THE EVIL DEAD) as Sam Axe, an aging lothario who is Westen's only remaining connection with the intelligence world; and Sharon Gless (CAGNEY & LACEY) as Westen's overbearing mother, Madeline. Vital clues into Westen's burn notice are revealed as the film progresses, and he often has to use all his ingenuity, including some intricate skills with electronic devices, to find the answers. This release includes every episode from the first season of the show. This is one of the shows that was mentioned to me awhile back when I was looking for recommendations. I've watched 7 episodes so far, and am enjoying it immensely, though if I have one complaint, it's that it's not angsty and dark enough. Maybe this is so cynical of me, but why does every episode turn out with the good guy winning without risking a whole hell of a lot? Maybe I should be glad of this, but after watching "Firefly" and subsequently "Serenity", I find myself dissatisfied with how wonderful everything turns out in the end. Plus, though Michael Westen has had a messed up family life, he still comes across as very well-adjusted. His aversion to relationships seems completely normal to me for a former spy. Why doesn't he have a drinking problem or extremely violent tendencies like his ex-girlfriend? Still, it's been fun to watch, especially as we watch him come up with ways to solve his cases, both with inventive technology and the use of his friends Fi and Sam, who, btw, is portrayed by Bruce Campbell, who was kind of a hottie in his day in a cheesy kind of way. What was it, "Zena Warrior Princess" or "Hercules" or one of those campy shows he was on. Anyway, his character is entertaining, and it's fun watching him and Fi have their arguments - they just look like they're having a ball. The jury is still out on Michael Westen. He's likable enough, but my first memorable experience seeing him act was in "Changeling" with Angelina Jolie, and I strongly disliked his character - and that's a little hard to get past. He does have some sex appeal, don't get me wrong, but so far it hasn't fully worked its magic on me. However I'm willing to be convinced ;) Have you seen this show? If so, what do you think of it? Labels: Burn Notice, television
posted by Stacy~ at 4/20/2009 06:51:00 AM
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Sunday, April 19, 2009:
Book alert: "Chains" by Shiloh Walker
ChainsPaperback: 368 pages Publisher: Berkley Trade (May 5, 2009) Language: English ISBN-10: 0425227863 ISBN-13: 978-0425227862 An all new novel of erotic suspense...
They weren’t friends. They weren’t enemies. The only thing the three girls had in common was the high school they went to in Madison, Ohio—until one tragic night. Now, fifteen years later, they’re returning home where passion—and danger—await…
Renee Lincoln was the homecoming queen—with the perfect boyfriend and the perfect life. After that horrible night, she rebelled the only way she knew how: by submitting to her wildest fantasies…
Tall, blonde, and athletic, Lacey Talbot was a golden girl with a bright future. She’s found success as a photographer, but no man has ever been able to satisfy her. No man but the bad boy she left behind…
Sherra Salinger has always looked like a princess out of some fairy tale. The books she writes, though, stem from the nightmare of that one night. And she shrinks from any man’s attention—especially the one stalking her…
They’re coming back to Madison—and it won’t be happy reunion. There are three men, all dangerous in a different way. And when each of them surrender their bodies to the heat, when they succumb to desire, they’ll find the safety they desperately need…
Labels: new release, Shiloh Walker
posted by Stacy~ at 4/19/2009 07:30:00 AM
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Saturday, April 18, 2009:
Book alert: "Paradise Rules" by Beth Kery
PARADISE RULESPublisher: Berkley HeatGenre: ContemporaryRelease Date: October 6, 2009Format: Trade Paperback She didn’t believe in paradise… To most people Hawaii’s crystal blue shores are an inviting opportunity to escape reality. But for Lana Rodriguez who grew up there, the picture-perfect vacation getaway disguises the bitter truths she escaped years ago, and not without some emotional scars. Now a successful blues singer, Lana’s returning to Waikiki with a different outlook on the past, and a bold defiance when it comes to men, romance, and sex. This time, it’s on her terms.
Until she found it in him.
Local celebrity, businessman and island god, Jason Koa, may be every woman’s dream. For Lana, it’s not exactly love at first sight. Though their start is rocky, they can’t deny the passions they arouse in each other. Jason refuses to become Lana’s pawn. It’s time to show her who makes the rules on this island—and in the bedroom. But will Jason’s attempt at breaking Lana’s shell reveal secrets that neither are prepared to face, or will they allow themselves to get swept away by a tidal wave of desire?
Wow, this one sounds awesome! I've definitely added to my TBB list! Great cover Beth!What are some of your favorite book covers? Labels: Beth Kery
posted by Stacy~ at 4/18/2009 07:22:00 AM
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Friday, April 17, 2009:
My TBR pile a.k.a. why I need to read faster!
I just started reading this one, a sexy romance by one of my new favorite authors, Beth Kery. It has some paranormal elements to it, but nothing outrageous, and I can already tell it's going to be incredibly hot (fanning self). Let's just say that Hope's and Ryan's encounter, where Ryan dreams they touch for the first time, is intense. Day-umn.
Another thing I really love about this book is like Wicked Burn, it talks about Chicago and some of the city's rich history, which I've recently started to become almost obsessively interested in. I figure after living her for nearly 18 years, it's about time I discovered all the great things, both well-known and somewhat obscure, about this fascinating city that is so close to being my home, and one I love dearly. And for those who are interested in possibly winning a copy of this new erotic romance, Beth is having a special Daring Time contest going on until May 8th. Also, I will be giving a copy away around that time, so stay tuned....
I was so excited that I managed to snag a copy of the next installment in her "Instant" trilogy, and it's all thanx to Jill. And, if you've ever had the pleasure of visiting her blog, you know how much crazy fun this cookie-obsessed chicka is. Reading her daily antics, embellished or not, and seeing what Alpha Man, Mountain Barbie and the rest of Jill's gang are up to is definitely one of the blogging highlights of my day.
So when Jill was asking for reviewers for Instant Gratification, I couldn't pass up the opportunity. I gamely offered up my meager reviewing skills for a shot at more yummy goodness like only Jill can do. It promises to be another wonderful story, I just know it. She keeps getting better and better, and the last one, Instant Attraction, has been my favorite Shalvis novel to date. And that's pretty impressive because I didn't think any book would surpass my Brody love. He's still numero uno, but he's got competition. So this is a shout-out to Miss Jill for always giving readers more of what we want.  I probably would never have noticed this book if I hadn't read some glowing comments about this debut novel by author Jennifer Haymore. So when RNTV sent out their most recent list of books to review, this was one of the books I chose. The fact that it's a historical doesn't hurt either, since I've been gobbling them up like potato chips lately.
The premise is about a woman who lost her husband to war, and after grieving for years, finally found love again with another man, only to have her supposedly deceased husband return home, wanting her back. Sounds like a tearjerker, to be sure, and it reminded me of the beloved story, Twice Loved, I read many years ago by the amazing writer LaVyrle Spencer. I'm curious to find out how this one plays out.
I saw this book at Barbara's blog, and the author, Sophie Renwick (aka Charlotte Featherstone), was looking for reviewers. It helps to be at the right place at the right time. This one is a June release, and my first book by Charlotte/Sophie. But it sounds wonderful, like my kinda story, and after reading some of the reviews for Charlotte's story, Addicted, I figured I was in for a real treat from a talented writer.
Plus, the cover is uber sexy with just some hot guy's half-nekkid torso for inspiration. That way he can look like anyone who currently flips my switch and won't distract me by having me imagining the face of some cover model instead of my own fantasy guy. Plus I do love those erotic romances. This is a June release.
[Note: I have to confess that I've been very blessed with the books I get to read, and I am deeply appreciative that authors have asked me to review for them. Reading is my most beloved pastime, hobby, vice, you name it. So it means a lot when someone values my output. And a sincere thank you to those who've sent me books for review. I hope to return the favor by paying it forward.] Last but not least, I have listed the first full-length story in Kresley Cole's immensely popular paranormal series. Many people have loved these books and continuously raved about them, yet I don't think it was until I read a random Twitter comment made by Ana from the Booksmugglers that I finally decided to read the novella, and was totally blown away by it. I felt that wonderful thrill of excitement because I finally got it, that this was a series that stood out. It was fresh, alive, and immensely interesting. I immediately wanted more of what Kresley was dishing out. But since I have several books up for review, all books that I actually want to read, mind you, then I have to behave for a little while. But that's okay. I can wait. Right now I am in book heaven, and plan on savoring each one as it so richly deserves. What's at the top of your TBR list? Labels: tbr
posted by Stacy~ at 4/17/2009 06:53:00 AM
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Thursday, April 16, 2009:
"England's Perfect Hero" by Suzanne Enoch (2004)
Lucinda Barrett's best friends ended up married to the men to whom they delivered their 'lessons in love'. So Lucinda decides to choose someone who definitely needs lessons, but someone who will not complicate her life. And that person is definitely not Robert Carroway. Robert is nothing if not complicated, and though he is the brother of a viscount, he rarely goes about society, and finds the weather and hat fashions ludicrous subjects for discussion. Robert is attracted to Lucinda's unpretentious ways, her serenity and her kindness. When she chooses someone for her love lessons, Robert offers to help her deliver her lessons, but sets out to convince the woman he has fallen for to take a chance on love ... and on him.
This is the third and last installment in the Lessons In Love trilogy, and yes, I was sad to see it end. Will we see those engaging Carroways again? That, I don't know, but I sure enjoyed my brief time spent with them.
As much as I liked "The Rake" and "London's Perfect Scoundrel", this story was my absolute favorite. Robert exemplifies all that is the tortured hero, and my heart went out to him time and again throughout the series, but especially during this story, when we finally find out what happened to him while he was at war. After returning home, he was never the same, and everyday was a struggle to keep the dark panic at bay. In his mind, it would have been better if he had died. Lucinda has her life all planned out. She decides which gentleman she would like to teach her lessons to: Lord Geoffrey Newcombe. She already knows that he would make her the perfect husband, thinking him handsome, amiable, and comfortable. The practical Lucinda is quite content to have a safe, uncomplicated marriage, and Geoffrey is exactly the type of man she's looking for. And the fact that her father, the General, heartily approves of him makes him even more of an ideal catch. Things are progressing nicely, and even the unlikely attentions of Robert Carroway, who has offered to help her carry out her lessons, seem to be helping her cause. Geoffrey begins to see Robert as "the competition", and is more attentive than ever. Robert has been in darkness for several years. After returning from the war and the horrific acts he's witnessed there, he is like the walking dead. Even his own family, who are deeply concerned about him, cannot break through the wall of silence he erects whenever they try to get him to talk about what happened. The only soothing thing in his life is Lucinda. For some reason, this young woman makes him forget about his constant nightmares, and to be in her presence is like basking in the sun; she is warm, alive, and the only person who doesn't act like he'll break down at any moment. I loved watching Robert and Lucinda together. She brought out a softer yet also a more daring side of him. She challenges him without trying, and he finds himself reacting to this need he has to prove himself to her. Robert is as complicated as you could get, the total opposite of the type of man she wishes to marry, but when she's with him, everything else disappears. Even the perfect Geoffrey pales in comparison. As for Robert, it's Lucinda's practical and matter-of-fact nature that helps to heal Robert moreso than her sympathy. Robert can be himself around her, can argue with her and kiss her, and still know she'll be his friend, no matter what. This knowledge allows him to do all the things he's been avoiding for the last several years, and finally rejoin society and start living again. Of course just as things are going so well, Robert's past comes back to haunt him, and could potentially damage Lucinda and her father in the process. They both try to do what's best for everyone and stay away from each other, but realize that they would rather fight this together than apart. Love is like that. If you've not read this book, or the previous two, I encourage you to do so, especially if you love historicals. Simple, straightforward, lovely romances. That was what I was looking for, and thankfully that's exactly what I got in return. Yes the source of Robert's trouble was incredibly predictable - not a lot of mystery and subterfuge here - but that's a minor point when compared to my overall reading enjoyment. I'm a big believer in comfort reads of all kinds, in this case that of the "knowing what to expect" angle. Nothing wrong with that. Not all predictable reads are exactly likable, but that's not the case here. I liked each one, more than the last. I'd definitely give Suzanne Enoch's books another try.
Rating: ****1/2 out of ***** Labels: reviews, Suzanne Enoch
posted by Stacy~ at 4/16/2009 06:43:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009:
Sad to see it end..."Serenity" (2005)
Beloved television cult director Joss Whedon (BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER, ANGEL) makes a spectacular first foray onto the big screen with SERENITY, the cinematic adaptation of his wildly popular but short-lived sci-fi series, FIREFLY. A mix of space western, comedy, and drama, SERENITY follows captain Malcolm "Mal" Reynolds (Nathan Fillion) and his ragtag crew as they trade their way around the edges of civilized society. Of particular interest are two passengers they take on, Simon and River Tam (Sean Maher, Summer Glau), a brother and his telepathic sister on the run from the corrupt governing Alliance. As notorious former members of the anti-Alliance opposition, Mal and his crew make it difficult for Simon and River to stay hidden.
Everything goes completely awry when a government assassin is sent to retrieve River. As Mal is forced to choose between his close-knit crew and the brother and sister newcomers, it becomes apparent that River harbors both a dangerous secret and astounding fighting powers, and Mal decides that discovering the truth about what she knows might just be worth his time.
Many of the film's action sequences revolve around Summer Glau's martial arts skills in her portrayal of River. Glau prepared for her role with Hong Kong stuntwoman Ming Lu, as well as stunt coordinators Chad Stahelski and Hiro Koda, and as a resulted performed nearly all the stuntwork herself. In addition to the stellar stunts, realistic graphics, and an often haunting score, the film's actors display a rare chemistry that brings viewers both into their lives and into a possible version of humanity's future. I've been holding onto this DVD for about 3 weeks now because I just couldn't bear to watch it, knowing once I did, it would really be over. I wanted to watch it, very badly, but at the same time, I knew there was no more, and that made me sad. Yet I finally took a deep breath and pushed "play". I think the movie does a great job of giving backstory for those who've never seen the t.v. show, but having watched "Firefly" will only enhance your viewing experience. All the original characters are here, which was a true delight to see. The movie starts pretty much where the series left off, although it's a bit darker. Things are getting tougher and tougher for the few Independence survivors left, as the Alliance closes in and tries to tighten the screws. Always one step away from complete disaster, Captain Mal Reynolds takes a job, hoping to secure suitable pay to fix Serenity enough to hold it together, and to put food on the table for him and his crew. He's faced with bitter resistance from Simon, who's concerned about sending his fragile sister River along with Mal and the part of the crew going out on this mission. As always, the Alliance hasn't given up on looking for River, whom they believe knows a terrible secret the Alliance doesn't want known. With an assassin who truly believes in the Alliance at any cost, he will stop at nothing to find River, even going as far as to kill innocent people. Mal, who has always lived on the edge since the war ended, has never really had anything to believe in until now. With all that is in him, along with the loyalty of most of his crew, at times grudgingly given, he will fight. He is not willing to surrender and let an innocent girl be destroyed for an ideal that can never really exist anyway.... Wow. Poignant, charming, funny, this movie went straight to my heart, just like I knew it would. The passion and love that went into making both it and the t.v. series is extremely evident throughout, even if you don't watch the bonus features, which include interviews with creative genius Joss Whedon. It was just such a touching tribute to a little series that didn't last even a season, but which wormed its way into the hearts of so many. I don't know if you would love this movie as much as I did unless you were a fan of the series, so I strongly encourage you to check out "Firefly".
What little known movie have you seen that you would strongly recommend? Labels: Firefly, movies, Serenity
posted by Stacy~ at 4/15/2009 07:56:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009:
And so it begins...Kresley Cole fever
Anthology with Sherrilyn Kenyon and Jaid Black "The Warlord Wants Forever" a short story introducing the series…
Nikolai Wroth, once a ruthless human warlord in the 1700s and now a general in the rebel vampire army, needs to find his Bride, the one woman who can render him truly alive. As a turned human, he doesn’t enjoy a heartbeat or breaths and is consequently weaker than natural born vampires. He wants his Bride for the power she will bring him and can hardly believe it when his heart beats for Myst the Coveted, a mad, fey, mythological creature. Myst is known throughout the world as the most beautiful Valkyrie, part chillingly fierce warrior, part beguiling seductress who can “make you want her even as she’s killing you.” She has devoted her life to protecting an ancient, powerful jewel and to fighting the vampires, and she now sees a way to torment one—for with Wroth’s heartbeat comes consuming sexual desire that can only be slaked by her. She eludes him for five years, but he has finally chased her to ground and stolen the jewel which commands her, giving him absolute power over her. While he possesses it, he can make her do anything, and he plans to in order for her to experience first hand the agonizing, unending lust she’d purposely, boastingly, subjected him to for half a decade. Yet when Wroth realizes he wants more from her and frees her, will she come back to him?
I've had this book awhile, since it came out in 2006, and though I started Kresley's story back then, it wasn't all that erotic to me, which is what I was looking for at the time, so I put it aside, never having touched it again until this past weekend, when I finally decided to see what all the fuss was about. Though this story is a novella, only about 152 pages, I felt it told a complete story, since the book is bigger size, and after having read it, it was definitely my favorite of the three, by a long shot.
Do you ever have those moments when you enjoy being proven wrong? Nah, me either. But in this case, I'll make an exception. It's not that I didn't think Kresley Cole was a talented writer; I'd read her Highlander series and loved it, but I'm not the biggest fan of paranormal, so it takes a lot to convince me to pick one up. Myst was a unique, unrepentant, spoiled and oft-times unlikable heroine, yet I adored the heck out of her. As an incredibly beautiful creature, men desire her above all else, and she uses that power against them. She believes Wroth is no different, and when an opportunity presents itself to flee, she takes it, aware of the suffering he will endure, feeling even slightly guilty about it, but she leaves him anyway. It took Wroth five, long, agonizing years to find his Bride, but when he does, he's determined to not suffer a moment longer. When he discovers a way to have complete control of her, he uses it to his advantage, bringing them both incredible pleasure. Yet over time, as his feelings deepen for Myst, he decides that he would rather have her of her own free will than by force of any kind. Yet can he ever trust this woman who made him suffer for years, or will he give into his doubts and jealousy and drive her away for good? What a fun, fascinating story. I'm not going to go on and on because I know lots of readers have already discovered the magic of Kresley Cole, but I will say I was intrigued by the combination of the rich vampire and Valkyrie history set in a thoroughly modern world. I love world-building that is based on ancient legends, and setting it during current times brings a unique, fun flavor to the storytelling. I am so glad I already have the first full-length book in my possession.
Rating: ***** out of *****
And look at what's coming out in November.....

A brutal vampire soldier about to know love for the first time...
Murdoch Wroth will stop at nothing to claim Daniela the Ice Maiden--the delicate Valkyrie who makes his heart beat for the first time in three hundred years. Yet the exquisite Danii is part ice fey, and her freezing skin can't be touched by anyone but her own kind without inflicting pain beyond measure. A Valkyrie aching to be touched... Soon desperate for closeness, in an agony of frustration, Murdoch and Danii will do anything to have each other. Together can they find the key that will finally allow them to slake the overwhelming desire burning between them? Labels: Kresley Cole, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 4/14/2009 06:43:00 AM
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Monday, April 13, 2009:
"Indecent Proposition" by Emma Wildes - (2009)
It’s the talk of the town. In a less than sober moment, London’s two most notorious rakes—the Earl of Manderville and the Duke of Rothay—placed a very public wager on which of them is the superior lover. Now it’s too late to retract the foolish bet, but what woman of beauty, intelligence, and discernment, would consent to bed both men—and declare which is more skilled in satisfying her deepest desires?
Lady Carolyn Wynn is the last woman anyone would expect to step forward. She’s a respectable young widow with an icy reputation, which has kept her firmly off the marriage market. She may not desire another husband, but her brief marriage has left her with some scandalous questions about the act of love.
If the men will keep her identity a secret, she’ll decide who has the most finesse between the sheets. But to everyone’s surprise, what begins as an indelicate proposition turns into a most astonishing lesson in everlasting love… Katiebabs had written a rather impassioned post back in November(?) about this author, and it intrigued me enough to add the book to my tbb list. (Here's Kate's review from RNTV). I had never read anything by Emma Wildes before, but the book blurb definitely caught my attention. Lady Caroline Wynn cannot believe she's contemplating being the woman who decides who is the better lover: Nicholas, the Duke of Rothay, or Derek, the Earl of Manderville. Both men are gorgeous, rich, and extremely popular with the ladies, and she finds them both very attractive. But having only ever been with one man, her now deceased husband, and not having a very enjoyable time of it, Caroline is young enough and determined enough to discover if she was at fault for her miserable time in the marriage bed. Demanding complete discretion, Lady Caroline agrees to meet with both men to convince them to choose her, and from there decide upon a course of action. Both men are surprised when they learn it is the coldly distant yet very lovely Lady Caroline who has stepped forward to accept the wager. While both men undoubtedly find her attractive, neither one would have ever guessed she was the woman behind the veil. She is a widow with an impeccable reputation, and one who has always turned men away, rather than inviting them closer. But her reasoning makes sense, and bedding her would not be a hardship. Both men agree, and Nicholas especially seems most eager to get on with the proceedings. Derek, on the other hand, is less eager. Having lost the woman he loves to another man, whom she is soon to marry, he had entered into the bet as a means to forget, but Annabel is constantly on his mind. However he is determined to move on, and what else but being in the arms of a beautiful woman would help him forget his broken heart? After some discussion, it is decided Nicholas will be able to clear his schedule and attend to Lady Caroline immediately at his country estate. Though she might not have been a woman he would have attempted to seduce before, he cannot help now being fascinated by the lush yet reserved beauty. As they talk about what is to happen between them, he discovers exactly how miserable the marriage bed had been for her, and realizes that he cannot approach her as he would any of his previous lovers. He admires her courage, for it is evident she is fearful of what is to come due to her limited and rather painful sexual experience, and she has no clue as to what to expect in Nicholas' bed. He intends to show her pleasure the likes for which she's never imagined, but first, he decides to get to know her. He is pleased to discover an intelligent, honest, forthright, caring woman. She evokes feelings in him he's never experienced before, and this throws him off balance. Yet when their time is up, he lets her go, knowing full well that she intends to share his friend's bed. While Nicholas is hidden away in the country with Caroline, Derek is feeling utterly miserable in London, watching as Annabel prepares for her wedding to another man, a most pleasant and caring chap who certainly has her best interests at heart. Derek knows he's hurt her badly, and now he must pay the price by watching her get married to someone else. Now that she knows about his impulsive and silly wager, she is more angry with him than ever with him. When Lady Caroline returns to town, he seeks her out, and soon discovers she may be the answer to his prayers. For all is fair in love and war, and Derek is determined to do whatever necessary to win back his love.... My thoughts: Without going into too much detail, this is obviously a different book that one may be expecting. For one, Lady Caroline is not an experienced, jaded woman who has left a trail of numerous lovers in her wake, and neither Derek nor Nicholas are cynical, bored aristocrats without care for a woman's reputation nor anyone's pleasures but their own. Instead we see that all three characters are at a turning point in their lives, brought on by the outlandish wager, which though foolish, has created these circumstances that bring about each individual's deepest desires. I've read many books where the heroine has never experienced true pleasure until she is in the arms of the hero. In fact not that long ago, it seemed every historical ever written about a widowed woman only depicted her as having either unpleasant sexual experiences, or none whatsoever (i.e. elderly husband). Though Caroline falls into the former category, it didn't feel old or stale, and that's because we see that she represented the women of her time who were considered no more than her husband's property, a person without rights, so she was essentially left helpless, especially if she had no family, or one that was relieved to be rid of her. As a widow, her status gave her reasonable freedom, though it was only because her husband left her with money that she was able to survive without having to remarry, a most unsavory consideration, to Caroline's way of thinking. But despite her aversion to sex, Caroline also had to wonder if she was really at fault for her bad experiences. She began to question it so much that it was making her crazy, and when she heard about the wager between two of London's most reknowned rakes, she knew she had to find out for sure. She never would marry again, but she could find out once and for all whether her cruel husband was right about her lack of passion, and she was desperate to know for sure, even willing to possibly ruin her reputation in the process. I liked the characters in this book a lot. Caroline was a smart, compassionate, wistful, lonely woman who's never had anyone really love her, and without realizing it, she was starved for affection. Nicholas sensed this almost immediately, clued in by her reactions and various revealing comments. He chose to take his time with her, which was exactly what Caroline needed. He was perceptive enough to see her fear, her hesitation, and rather than rush her into passion, he listened, and watched. He shared of himself and made her relax enough to seek out pleasure rather than endure it. Derek also had a sensitive caring side, one that initially scared him when he realized his feelings for one woman was not the casual affection he'd had for most of his lovers but rather something deeper, more substantial. He reacted as most men would in his circumstances - he denied it and ran. And ended up regretting his actions more than he could have ever expected. Nearing 30, he began to see that his priorities were changing, and what he wanted out of life was more about permanence and family. For my first Emma Wildes book, it was a most enjoyable read. I loved the characters, how they interacted with each other, how they made mistakes, and how they went about fixing them. This time it was Caroline stood out over the the heroes in this book - she was memorable, and strong, and very brave. I was definitely cheering for her while I read this book. Her HEA was definitely worthy of her, and you couldn't have asked for better heroes than Nicholas and Derek, true gentleman who knew how to treat a woman, in bed and out of it. Though Derek was a dunderhead, he redeemed himself quite sufficiently and got exactly what he deserved for it *g* I certainly look forward to reading more by Ms. Wildes.
Rating: **** out of ***** Labels: Emma Wildes, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 4/13/2009 04:48:00 AM
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Sunday, April 12, 2009:
I hope you all have a wonderful Easter with family and/or friends.
Doing anything special for today's holiday? Labels: Easter
posted by Stacy~ at 4/12/2009 06:16:00 AM
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Friday, April 10, 2009:
Josh: How do I love thee?

One of my favorite authors, Julie James, had a post the other day about the sexiest man alive?, and it got me thinking fondly of one of my favorite hotties of all time: Josh Bernstein. Those of you who've been visiting my blog for awhile know I got the chance to meet Josh a few years ago when he was in the Chicago area for a booksigning. Not only is he as good-looking in person, and rather tall, but he's also funny and amiable and extremely interesting. And there's just something about a smart guy that is so incredibly sexy. 
Then of course, there are those brown eyes. I'm a sucker for eyes like melted chocolate...
 Here he is, comfortable in any exotic setting... 
A man not afraid to wear pink...and looking really hot, I might add... 
Looking good from any angle....

Just because.... I believe he was/is on the Discovery Channel on a show called "Into the Unknown". I've not seen it, but I think I must get the DVD. You can never have enough Josh. The sad thing in all of this, well for me anyway, is that no matter how much time I spent surfing the internet, I did not find one shirtless Josh picture. For someone who is as into the earth and health as he is, I'm sure that would be like the 9th wonder of the world, one that I would want to visit time and again ;-) So this is my treat to you for this upcoming Easter weekend. Enjoy ;) Labels: hottie, Josh Bernstein
posted by Stacy~ at 4/10/2009 07:08:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009:
Coffee, books and girl talk
I've noticed that as of late, I seem to be reviewing more than anything else, which isn't a bad thing, it's just that it's been the only thing. I've actually been enjoying reading more than I have in quite some time, well, except for that little relapse I had after reading Julie's book where I couldn't find a book that appealed to me as much as hers did. I think I'm better now, and back on track. And I know y'all can't wait for the wildly scintillating adventures I've been having. (Yeah, right).  Kate Perry's "Marked by Passion" is a book I'm reviewing for RNTV and while at first I didn't think it was my kind of book, I am actually enjoying it quite a bit. It's a paranormal, about a young woman who reluctantly inherits a sacred scroll as the next descendant of the Chin family. She is now a Guardian, i.e. one who protects her family's particular scroll, specifically that of the Earth. There are four other scrolls for each of the elements, one each for fire, metal, wood and water. She doesn't want to be the next Guardian, would give it up in a heartbeat to her brother Paul because he does want to fulfill the destiny of the Chin family, but alas, she's the one that's been marked. And if that weren't enough of a complication, there is also a sexy British distraction by the name of Rhys who makes her burn like mad. Quite delectable is Rhys, and though that particular accent has never done much for me, I'd be willing to put up with it if he were looking to teach me a few things. Crazy woman tries to tell herself she doesn't want his help though. I look forward to seeing these two go up against each other, and for Rhys to get his way, of course. In other happenings, this past Sunday Michelle B. invited me to hang with her and fellow Bella Amy, who happened to be in town. We got together for breakfast at this cute little restaurant, and spent the whole time eating, drinking tons of coffee, and gabbing. After awhile the place was getting crowded so we moved our party to a nearby McD's, where we ordered mochas and lattes and just sat and talked even more. We ended up spending the whole day - over 8 hours - just sitting and talking. It was so much fun, especially for me because none of the friends I hang out with after work or on weekends read romance, so it was a real treat. Both Amy and Michelle are total bad, bad girls, and God love 'em for it. Here's to girlfriends and their dirty minds ;) I had to wonder though, if the people at the restaurant could hear us - we were having some pretty graphic discussions, sort of like when Kati and I got together and went into detail about our love of m/m romance. We certainly did our best to educate the masses. Hopefully helped sell a few books while we were at it. Yesterday I had jury duty, which at first I dreaded, but then I actually was looking forward to attending. Alas, I didn't get called, but got to spend the entire day reading at the courthouse. Not a bad gig if you can get it. Especially since it wasn't at 26th & California, where they have the jail. I lucked out and got a closeby 'burb for my summons. We got out around 2:30, so I had the rest of the afternoon free. I finished watching season 1 of "The Tudors", and while I can't say I totally loved it, I did delight in the raunchy adventure that it was. JR-M is not on my "to do" list, but he is perfectly naughty - and horny - in this telling of a young and athletic King Henry VIII. Wonderfully wicked fun. So that's what I've been up to. What about you? Labels: ramblings
posted by Stacy~ at 4/08/2009 07:05:00 AM
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