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Saturday, November 27, 2010:
Beg Me by Shiloh Walker (2010) - review

Beg me…there had been a time when those words made her burn with desire. But now, there was only fear.
Once, Tania Sinclair’s life was almost perfect…oh, it had its ups and downs but she was happily married to a guy that adored her, one who had no problem indulging every kinky fantasy she ever had. But a couple of tragedies later, she’s barely holding it together. A car accident took away her husband, and an attack from somebody she should have been able to trust has shaken not only her confidence, but it’s also stripped away her fantasies and even made it painful to look back on her memories of her husband without fear.
Two years after her attack, Tania is determined to take her life back and the first step is taking back herself…her fantasies, her dreams, her memories. There’s only one person she can trust to do it, too. One person she wants enough…Drake Bennett, her husband’s best friend.
Falling for your best friend’s wife—never smart. Drake’s watched Tania quietly for years, watched her…wanted her, knowing he’d never have her. First, she was taken. And then, that night two years ago—a night that still scars her, a night that’s left bruises on her that still haven’t healed. He does what he can, though, because he loves her too much not to. He’s her friend, there when she needs him.
And now she needs him. She’s asked him for a favor…one that just about blows his mind…
Warning: This book involves light bondage play, rape fantasy & role-playing. The acts between the hero & heroine are consensual, but they may not be ideal for all readers… Despite my pestering of her, Shiloh is always very good to me and I got this eARC of another of her amazing stories because she knows how to keep me happy. And it's absolutely no burden at all to review one of her books. It's definitely not a chore for me. It's actually lots of fun trying to find new and interesting ways to gush *g* Drake's been in love with his best friend's wife for a long time, way back when they were married and Kyle was still alive, but his buddy is gone now, and it's all Drake can do to sit by and watch as Tania faces another anniversary of her husband's death. But she's missing Kyle, so how can Drake ever reveal what's in his heart to her? Tanis is barely holding on by a thread, and each year it gets worse. She's not moving on, and the fear is just as great as it ever was. She needs to find a way to work through it, and she decides the best way is get back up on that proverbial horse and live out the fantasies she enjoyed so much before, with her husband. Fantasies that were taken away from her by a selfish, sick man who didn't understand the level of trust and respect and affection between her and Kyle, someone who tried to steal her spirit. Facing herself scares her, because she's so afraid something is irrevocably lost. But she needs to push herself anyway. And who better than the one man, other than her husband, who would be there for her and see her through and not judge? Drake is floored that Tania would like to take that next step with him. Though he knows by no means that she is looking for anything more, Drake can't say no. He will be there for her in any way she needs him, to provide strength, someone to depend on, and the means to give her her fantasies back. And maybe, just maybe, he has enough hope to believe it will give both of them what they really want.... My thoughts:
First off, huge shout-out to Shiloh for writing about such a sensitive, taboo subject. A woman's sexuality is a complex and beautiful thing, and sometimes that means desiring and indulging in fantasies that others might, and will, find traumatic and possibly even disgusting. I have never had a problem with this particular fantasy, I don't have any personal experience with rape or being attacked, but I don't take lightly those who have. Some people will not understand why anyone would want to act out being forced to have sex. Why being sexually dominated in such a forceful manner would be acceptable. But it is, as long as it happens between consenting adults, pretty much anything is acceptable. So that is why I give Shiloh a whole lot of credit for "going there".
Shiloh doesn't really go into why Tania is into this fantasy, but you know what? I don't think she has to because there doesn't necessarily need to be a reason other than that it turns her on. A lot of us want to put pretty labels on why things are the way they are. Sometimes they just ARE. Tania acts out her forbidden, kinky fantasies of being forced with her loving and understanding husband. It's a wonderfully healthy, open, satisfying relationship, one that her husband enjoys just as much as Tania does. But then he dies, and she's attacked, and everything she knew changed in a really bad way. She needs to find a way back to herself.
She finds that way with her friend Drake, a sexy, caring, dependable man who just happened to be her husband's best friend. She knows in her soul Drake would never hurt her, that he knows about her fantasies and isn't disgusted with her because of it. She needs to feel that way again. So she turns to Drake.
A man to die for. One of the things I loved about him is that he talks to Tania. A lot. They discuss going forward, they talk about what is going to happen and how it should happen. Drake doesn't close his eyes and hope he doesn't scare her. He asks her questions about what works for her, what doesn't. He takes his time, but pushes while gaging her responses, and in doing so, he experiences the pleasure himself as he watche her blossom under his touch, become bolder, more sure of herself again. The woman he loves takes back her sexuality. And he got her there out of love, and patience, and a firm hand. It makes them stronger. And Tania discovers that she can love again. That there is a man who will cherish all of her. The dark and the light. The sassy and the scared. The complete woman she is. And who could ask for more than that.
So I encourage you all to read it. This wasn't reading outside my comfort zone because I didn't have a problem with this fantasy. I loved this storyline. But others will have a more difficult time. I'm really relishing this opportunity read stories that push our buttons, that scare us and challenge us and make us think. Not that there is anything wrong with good, old-fashioned sex and romance, because I need that too. But to step away and put your foot out on that ledge, to flounder a little and feel shaky and terrified and angry, well, it can be cathartic. It can help you learn more about yourself. We need to learn more about ourselves. Never say never until you know for absolute certainty.
And if nothing else, Shiloh tells a wonderfully hot and delicious story that has you hooked from page one. She's one of the few that I will read an eARC for (yeah, I know, get an eReader!) and it is well worth it to me. And writing this review has been effortless and FUN, and educational. I feel like I accomplished something good by putting these words on paper. I would love to do it again *g*
Rating: ****1/2 out of *****
Labels: reviews, Shiloh Walker
posted by Stacy~ at 11/27/2010 10:29:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 07, 2010:
Tempting Eden by Margaret Rowe (2010)
A scorching debut novel of erotic historical romance set against the backdrop of Regency England. Eden Emery is no stranger to sin. To keep her sister safe from harm, she's paid a steep price with her body-and very nearly lost her soul. But when Baron Ivor Hartford, the man who has dishonored her, finally dies, her troubles are far from over. Major Stuart Hartford, the late baron's nephew, is in the market for an honorable wife, but first he has to take care of the matter of his Uncle Ivor's ward, Eden-a young woman who makes him question the virtue of being proper. For the passion she incites burns away his inhibitions and inflames his heart.
But Eden has vowed to never again cede her destiny to a man. And Hart is left with no choice but to tempt the temptress herself...
Okay, I'll admit it. I had seen a few reviews for this book, and I was unusually intrigued. Shamefully, not because it sounded like a story I would love, but because it sounded like one I wouldn't. That sounds strange, I know. But sometimes I become completely compelled to read a story because I might not like it. Sometimes it's to jump outside my comfort zone. Other times it's because I'm dying to know if it's as bad as other people think it is. And in this case, I was tempted myself to see if the subject matter would be as repulsive as my imagination led me to believe it would be. I'm happy to report, that is not quite the case. Anyway, let's move on for now. Eden Emery is finally free from the man who basically made her his sex slave when he dies in her bed. She's kept this awful secret from her beloved, ill sister in order to protect her, and though now he's dead, the shame continues to overwhelm her. While relieved at Baron Ivor Hartford's death, she worries what will become of her and her sister when the new baron arrives. Stuart Hartford has always prided himself on his control, but he is just a man like any other, and now that his situation has drastically changed, he comes to the sobering thought that he is in need of a wife. But Hartford has other matters to attend to after the death of his estranged uncle. Considered along with his own father to be men of rather lusty, peculiar appetites, Hartford has distanced himself from their distasteful pursuits, which earned him the nickname Holy Hartford. But beneath that reserved, restrained exterior beats the heart of a man with natural passions. After a time, much to his consternation, his passions set themselves on one Eden Emery.... My thoughts:
Despite my initial misgivings, this was quite a compelling story for all the right reasons. My concern is that we would be subject to explicit passages from Eden's private time with her stepfather, and though much is alluded to, the author thankfully spares us the more prurient details of the late baron's predilections. I think if we had to discover just how vulgar and demeaning her experiences were, it would have been extremely difficult if not impossible to continue reading. As it were, the imagination can take us to some rather dark places, and that was more than enough for me to handle. I know some readers felt that the passages written in this book were rather explicit in nature, and to some, that could be true. Personally, I did not find that to be the case. I felt the story was written with just enough description to suitably project Eden's shame and disgust, but not so detailed as to repulse the reader. No, what I found most interesting is how Eden reacts afterwards. Though she's free from Ivor, that doesn't mean her nightmare is quite over. For one, there is the matter of the servants knowing, or at least suspecting, what went on between Eden and her stepfather, and some consider it their right to take advantage of that fact. For another, her rather violent reaction to his nephew - mostly due to his striking resemblance to Ivor - is unsettling to her, and continues to remind her of her stepfather. And then there is her refusal of Hartford when he wishes to pursue her, perhaps even wed her, whether out of lust or guilt, or both. Eden does not believe she can be saved, and discourages Hartford at every turn, yet even she is not immune to the potent attraction between them, which conflicts her further. Admittedly, "Tempting Eden" is a difficult book to read, but not an impossible one. It tells of circumstances that were mostly likely more common than we would like to think about, but never does it sensationalize Eden's circumstances. Women did not have much power back during these times, and Eden less so because of her weak mother and ill sister to worry over. Yet despite the ugliness she had to endure, Eden is still a very caring, compassionate woman who gives so much of herself, especially to those less fortunate. She's stubborn and loyal and gets through it all with a core of steel. I found myself admiring Eden greatly for what she's had to endure and that she did it out of her love for her sister. Even when she initially engaged willingly in her own seduction, it was with the feelings and actions of an innocent woman who'd been played by an older, more experienced and depraved adult who toyed with her like a chess pawn. I could understand her incredible reluctance to become enthralled with Hartford and yet again let another man "control" her. Eden was a complex woman, and her actions and behavior made sense, and therefore made it easier to forgve her because she responded as the innocent she was - someone who didn't know any better and hadn't much exposure to men like Baron Hartford. She'd been shown affection, and was drawn to it like a flower to the sun, and it was understandable that she would revel in it, even for a short time. It wasn't until later that she began to realize just how wrong her behavior was, but by then it was way too late. Part of what drives her later on in the story is her fear of what Hartford must really think of her, despite his protestations. That fear is compounded when Hartford - angry, bitter and frustrated with her - rashly suggests she go make use of herself at a brothel - a suggestion she soon takes to heart, figuring it certainly cannot be any worse than what she's already endured. When Eden disappears, Hartford cannot imagine she would have taken him literally, and is appalled to discover how his careless words drove her further into shame. He has a lot of damage control to do before things are right again. "Tempting Eden" is an unforgettable read, and though not something I'd put on my keeper shelf, it's still a compelling story that grabs you and has you rooting for Eden to finally find real happiness. Rating: **** out of ***** Labels: Margaret Rowe, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 7/07/2010 07:15:00 AM
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Thursday, May 27, 2010:
Reviews: vague or revealing?
 I love reading reviews. I especially love reading reviews that challenge me to work on improving my own writing. There are some bloggers out there that just totally blow me away with the way they review a book. And a review can definitely encourage me to read a story I might not have had any interest in. Imagine having that kind of power.
But what I'm noticing more and more frequently in that there are some reviewers out there who are heavy on the TMI. Which is fine, especially if I've already read the book, but they don't even alert the visitor that there may be spoilers. So twice lately, I've had books that I really want to read "ruined" for me because the reviewer decided to be very detailed in revealing the plot of the story. Come on people! If you're going to share the book gossip, please wave a red flag first.
Another reason I'm thinking of this is that about a month ago, an author on Twitter discovered that RT Magazine had given away major plot points in her upcoming release, and she was not thrilled about it. Can't say that I blame her. Unfortunately I never did find out what action, if any, the author took about it, but she was extremely unhappy about the reviewer giving such a detailed description of the book, and I will say that I'm a little relieved I got the heads-up before I read the review. Since this author's book is one I am DYING to read, I didn't want to be unpleasantly surprised by a review.
Now when I review, I admit I am vague. I don't want to give away much more than you'd read on the back cover of the book, but when I do post a review more revealing, I try my best to provide a spoiler alert just in case I inadvertantly give away too much. Because sometimes I admit I want to talk about a particular scene or event from a book that affected me in some way, and I want to discuss it further. Case in point is a post I recently did on a book I read that bothered me. I specifically put a spoiler alert just in case someone wanted to read it and didn't want me to give away significant details. I did because I know how I'd feel it I'd read the post and the plot was ruined for me.
So how vague or revealing do you like your reviews? What portions of a review are the most important to you? And which reviewers would you recommend for the most effective and enjoyable that you'd recommend? Labels: reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 5/27/2010 07:32:00 AM
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010:
The Missing by Shiloh Walker (2008) - review
From the national bestselling author whose stories are "exhilerating [and] action-packed" (Midwest Book Review) comes a sinfully sexy novel of romantic suspense about a woman whos psychic gift drives away the man she loves - and years later draws him back to her...LOVE LOST As a teenager, Taige Branch was able to do things with her psychic gift that others couldn't understand - except for Cullen Morgan, the boy who stole her heart. He did his best to accept her abilities, until his mother was brutally murdered - and he couldn't forgive Taige for not preventing her death. PASSION FOUND Now a widowed father, Cullen Morgan has never forgotten Taige. But what brings her back into his life is another tragic event. His beloved little girl has been kidnapped, and Taige is his only hope of finding her.
A LOVE THAT NEVER DIED Working together against the clock, Cullen and Taige can't help but wonder whether - if they find his daughter in time - it isn't too late for the overpowering love that still burns between them... Once again, I am blown away by a story Shiloh Walker has written. It sounds almost negative, doesn't it, to say that I was predictably impressed with another one of her books, but well, it's the truth. I can't help it if I love them so much. I just do. Taige Branch had always felt alone and unwanted since her parents died. Living with her God-fearing, disapproving uncle, she has had to learn to fend for herself, even against those bigger and stronger than her who thought she was an easy target. One night when she comes across some guys looking for trouble, it looks like she's finally found herself in a situation she cannot overcome, and it looks pretty bad. Just when the helpless frustration and desperation set in, someone comes along and saves her from being raped. That someone is Cullen Morgan. Cullen has noticed Taige around, senses her loneliness and is drawn to her sad beauty. But she won't give him the time of day. Not until he comes across her being attacked, and fortunately manages to get to her before it's too late. It would have devastated Cullen to see anything happen to the brave, stoic girl he can't stop thinking about. She's unlike anyone he's ever known before. From that point on, whenever Cullen and his family come to Alabama for vacation, Taige and Cullen are pretty much inseparable, and what started out as infatuation soon blossoms into a passionate and intense love. No other boy has ever made Taige feel special, or that she was worth something. But Cullen is different. He values her as a person, loves her as a woman, and even accepts the unusual gift she's had for as long as she can remember. Because of all that, she knows in her heart that he is the only man for her. But then something horrible happens to Cullen's murder, and though there was nothing Taige could have done to prevent it, Cullen still blames her because she had an ability that could have done something to save her, and he cannot forgive her for that. Years later, Taige is now someone who, by using her unique abilities, can find people who have been kidnapped, mostly children. Despite the terrible way things had ended between her and Cullen, she uses that experience to turn it into something that could be considered meaningful. Cullen has always regretted the way he handled things with Taige, but he never forgot about her. In fact, he's been keeping an eye on her over the years, and he knows his harsh words drove her to become this driven stranger who finds missing people for a living. He just never thought he'd ever need to come to her for help, but when his precious daughter is taken, there's nowhere else he can turn. Taige has to find his daughter... My thoughts:
Yes, this one packs a ton of emotion between its pages, and then some. Taige has few friends, and not much of what you could call family, and it's turned her into a serious, cautious young woman. She notices Cullen on the beach, and even thinks he's kinda cute, but she's not willing to take it any further than that. But when he rescues her from being raped, she can no longer ignore the gentle yet intense young man who makes her heart race. I liked how Cullen kinda coaxed Taige out of her shell, showed her that she was worth being someone to care about. I think it gave her a bit of confidence to have someone put so much faith into her. But Taige wasn't a stupid, impulsive girl, so he took his time with her, which I appreciated. I think he was too harsh on her after his mom died, but unless you're in that situation, it's really hard to judge what you'd do with all that pain and grief. Regardless, his actions drive her away, and it's years before they see each other again, under similar circumstances. This time it's his daughter who needs help, and Taige is the only one he can turn to. I liked that although things had ended badly between them, he still had enough faith in her to trust she'd find his child. Despite how terrified he was, he still believed in Taige, and that meant something. Taige was one of those people who was the job, and it took its toll on her significantly. She drank probably too much, hardly slept, and didn't have much in the way of relationships. What she did completely drained her, but she still managed to do it on her own terms. Having Cullen reappear in her life is both a blessing and a curse. She still loves him, but he is also hurting, and in turn that hurts her. He is the one man she can ever be with, and under the circumstances, how could he ever want anything to do with her? She would always be a reminder of some of the most painful times in his life. But Cullen doesn't see things that way, and he's bound and determined to prove that to her. He's not going to let her walk away again, no matter what happens. He'd done that once, and though he gained a precious daughter out of it, he still never had his complete heart. He's in full "redeeming myself" mode, and I was happy to see that. Another poignant, emotional story, one that is vying for the spot as my favorite Shiloh Walker book. If there is any complaint I had, I will touch on it briefly. There was a scene when both Taige and Cullen confront his daughter's kidnapper, and though it was obvious he was an evil, dangerous man, both Cullen and Taige turn their back on him, not just once, but twice! And I understood it drove the story to come to its climax, but the way it happened had me rolling my eyes a bit, because each time the villain attacks. Come on, he's not stupid, but for a few moments, Cullen and Taige were. His actions drove the reader to the obvious conclusion, but I think it could have possibly been written a little differently. But then there is still several pages of the book left afterwards, and things happen that soothed me enough that I closed the cover with a very happy sigh of contentment, and a few tears. (Because I'm PMS-ing and I turn into a damn emotional wreck!) This is a stand-alone story, one that can probably be read in one sitting over savored over several. Granted however, with it being so emotional, you might want to take your time with it. And even now, I'm still remembering scenes and feeling that ache for Taige that turned into a much happier feeling when she was reunited with Cullen. Some things are just meant to be :) Rating: ****1/2 out of *****
Labels: reviews, Shiloh Walker
posted by Stacy~ at 5/25/2010 07:45:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010:
Sugar Creek by Toni Blake (2010) - review
Welcome to Destiny, Ohio—where two families have been at odds as long as anyone in town can remember.
Rachel Farris returned to her childhood home with one mission in mind: get Mike Romo out of her family’s apple orchard business and out of their lives. But hard-nosed and totally hot Mike, who happens to be the law in Destiny, is convinced the Farris clan stole the land from his family fifty years ago and he’s not backing down. Even when shapely trouble shows up in a pair of designer blue jeans. However, neither the hunky cop nor the sexy prodigal hometown girl can anticipate the electricity that heats things up whenever they’re together—adding new sizzle to an ongoing feud that’s raged for generations, and soon putting both their hearts at risk.
Rachel has come back to Destiny at the request of her grandmother to help her with the apple harvest. Though she temporarily left behind a dream job and her fast-paced life, Rachel couldn't turn her back on family, even if she did resent it a bit. However her stay is just temporary, until the fall, and then she'll go back to Chicago and get on with her life. However the minute she sets foot back in Destiny, she clashes with the local authorities. See, Rachel has a bit of a hot foot when she's behind the wheel, and Mike Romo won't stand for it, not in Destiny, so he gives her a hefty fine. Finding out that she's a Farris certainly doesn't endear her to him either, so he feels he has even less of a reason to be lenient. Especially when he catches her speeding again. Rachel cannot believe the nerve of that man! Mike Romo, also known as Officer Romeo in her eyes - which irritates him to no end - is a first class jerk. So she likes to drive fast, so what. There are worse things she could do. But Rachel knows the long-standing feud between their families is what's driving this anomosity between them. It certainly couldn't be some intense, deeply hidden attraction that has her looking forward to exchanging barbs with the blasted man, and if she's seeing sexual heat in his eyes whenever he looks at her, it must be a trick of light. There's no way that a Farris and a Romo could ever hook up and, God forbid, enjoy it. That would go against the laws of nature.... My thoughts: In book 2 of the Destiny series, Toni Blake has once again written a sexy, intense story about two people who might seem all wrong for each other, but can't help falling in love anyway. Mike and Rachel have a long family history, even if they never really knew each other growing up in Destiny. But the bad feelings that started with their grandparents has carried over into their own lives, and they can't help but react to it whenever they see each other. yet underneath it all, they both feel a crazy attraction that doesn't make sense. And when it's inevitable that they finally act on it, the results are amazing. Toni writes incredibly sensual and erotic love scenes (shades of Lacey Alexander) and it's sexy how Mike can't keep his hands off Rachel, and how he can't help but see to her pleasure because that turns him on. Rachel is no prude, and has had her fair share of lovers, but none of the men she's ever been with have ever excited her like Mike does, even if she thinks she hates him. It might not make any sense, but their forbidden attraction is what brings them closer together, and has each of them sharing a part of themselves that they don't show to other people. In addition to being incredibly sexy, Toni has also written an incredibly poignant storyline featuring Mike and his family. I won't give it away here, but suffice it to say, it's something that most likely will make you cry, and it's not something that has a happy ending, a fact that I appreciate because Toni could easily have chosen that path and made everything perfect in the end, but she chose not to, not only because it made complete sense, but also because it wouldn't have been fair to the reader. Sometimes you have to make the tough choices and not try to wash away all the ugliness and unfairness of life, and I believe it was the right thing to do. Of course this aspect of Mike's life affects him very deeply, and makes it difficult to connect with people. He's gruff and often unapproachable, but in Rachel he finds a woman who is not easily intimidated by his demeanor. She gives as good as she gets, and he respects her for that. Mike can truly be himself around her and not worry that it will drive her away. And once Rachel understands his history, she decides she's not going anywhere. At least not until the Apple Festival is over. Rachel is dead set on returning back to Chicago because she loves what she's accomplished, and has worked hard to get there. Her insecurities about being replaced by a younger, more ambitious go-getter drive her to stay on top of her game, and even while in Destiny, she can't completely walk away from the Blackberry, no matter how many times her grandmother tries to hide it from her. Even when she starts to fall for Mike, she's not sure she can give up the career for a totally different lifestyle, one she'd gladly ran from years ago. While she misses her friends and family, she's worked so hard to make something of her life, and she worries that if she's not successful, who will take care of her family if she can't. Rachel puts a lot of responsibility on her shoulders, and it has her conflicted about what she really wants. I loved coming back to Destiny, and though I wish we'd seen a little more of Jenny and Mick, it was nice catching up with some of Rachel's other girlfriends, and hopefully the men they will end up with. It was also a lot of fun getting to know Rachel's grandmother Edna, who proves that you can be old but not dead, and her candid opinions and comments are hilarious. We discover how the feud between the Romos and the Farrises started back all those years ago, and we learn forgiveness can be a very good thing. Sugar Creek is a lovely place to visit and I can't wait to return. Rating: ****1/2 out of ***** Labels: reviews, Toni Blake
posted by Stacy~ at 5/19/2010 07:35:00 AM
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Tuesday, March 09, 2010:
Leaving Paradise by Simone Elkeles (2007)
What happens when the person who damaged you for life....Caleb Becker spent the past year in juvenile detention. Maggie Armstrong spent the past year in hospitals and physical therapy. Two teens who were scarred one fateful night are going to have to face their greatest challenge yet - meeting up with each other again. ....becomes the person you trust the most? I believe it was Christine who was the first person - at least from what I recall - who raved about Simone Elkeles' Perfect Chemistry, a book which I had to read and ending up loving so much. That experience immediately made me want to go and glom Ms. Elkeles' backlist. And what I found was this wonderfu book. When we first meet Caleb, he's just about to be released from juvenile detention, where he was sent for driving drunk and being involved in a hit and run accident. It's been a scary, long and lonely year, and he never wants to go back there. But going home isn't easy either, as he has to try and fit back with his family after being gone for nearly a year, and things aren't the same, though his mother tries to pretend they are. The person Caleb hit with his car was Maggie, his next door neighbor and sister's best friend. Maggie once had many friends and was active on the tennis team, but all that changed one horrifying night. Now she keeps to herself and tries to ignore the whispers and stares of her classmates. As long as she can hold out until her trip to Spain, then she won't have to deal with living next door to the boy who ruined her life. However as much as Caleb and Maggie would like to avoid each other, circumstances keep bringing them back together, much to Maggie's dismay. She can't stand to see Caleb slipping back so easily into his old life, reconnecting with his buddies, and even taking up with his old girlfriend again. Not when everyone thinks she's the freak responsible for sending him away. She's more determined than ever to escape Paradise and maybe reclaim some of her old life back. Despite what it looks like, Caleb isn't adjusting so easily, and a part of him is anxious to make things right. Will he get the chance to be forgiven, or is it way too late for that? My thoughts: I think I have to say that I actually liked this book even more than Perfect Chemistry. And that's pretty hard to imagine, since that book was so incredibly satisfying. Maybe it was just the mood I was in last week, but this story really struck a cord with me. I felt torn because it was obvious that both these young people suffered greatly from the tragedy they experienced, and in the aftermath was a huge divide. Former friends no longer spoke to each other, neighbors became strangers. And still others were unable to cope very well at all and tried to pretend it never happened. Such a simple story, yet Simone Elkeles writes in an utterly hypnotic, absorbing way. I felt Maggie's emotional pain, and ached for all she'd lost. I even sympathized with Caleb, and as I got to know him better, understood that he wasn't a completely bad guy. I liked that these characters are not stereotypical teenagers, and that sometimes they are more mature than adults, yet in other ways, just scared kids trying to fit in. Sometimes it's easier just to go along with the flow, even if it's not going in the direction that makes sense to you anymore. There's a lot going on in this story, about trust, and loss, and letting go. It choked me up, and made me laugh. Sometimes I even longed for those days, while at the same time I felt very grateful I never have to go back there ever again. I don't think I can do this story much justice, so instead I will highly encourage you to read it for yourself, and see if you consider it to be as engaging and as poignant as I did. Plus, I've discovered that it's quite lovely to read a story and not know exactly what to expect, so while I could recap the story and reveal several non-spoiler details, I believe I would be giving away moments that are much more rewarding to discover for yourself. It's one of the reasons I tend to avoid reviews more and more these days. I don't think I'm giving anything away when I tell you that the sequel to this book will be out later this year. And if you're in the Chicago area, please note that Simone will be at a booksigning on April 17th! I definitely plan on attending, so I can personally thank her for writing the kinds of stories I wish I'd read as a teenager. So if you are in the mood for a simple yet moving story, pick up this wonderful treasure. I think you might really find a lovely little story here :) Rating: ***** out of *****
Labels: reviews, Simone Elkeles
posted by Stacy~ at 3/09/2010 07:04:00 AM
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Tuesday, March 02, 2010:
Abandon the Night by Joss Ware (2010)
From the raging fires, five men emerge with extraordinary new powers. They are humankind's last hope . . . but they cannot survive this dark, ravaged world alone . . . Quentin Fielding had everything. Money. Power. Women. But now that civilization is all but annihilated, Quent wants only one thing: revenge. Harnessing a strange new "gift," he embarks on a deadly mission to find the man responsible for the chaos and destruction, the man he should have killed years ago: his father. Only one thing stands in his way--a mysterious, arrow-wielding beauty . . .
ZoE Kapoor is on her own quest for vengeance, searching for the monstrous fiends who murdered her family. Soon she and Quent join together, journeying through the ruins of the world they once knew as a desperate desire builds between them. Drawing closer to an enemy they never imagined, ZoE and Quent must abandon all fear, abandon all regret, abandon the night . . .
I heart Joss Ware. I just can't help myself. She wrote a series about something that didn't particularly interest me - a grim, post-apocalyptic world - and made me absolutely love it. With this 3rd book, I am completely, utterly hooked.
As one of five men who survived the Change, Quentin Fielding has no idea what to do with his life. Everyone else has seemed to find a way to contribute to this new, uncertain world in which they've woken up in, but as a former playboy and jetsetter, he hasn't quite found his footing. The only thing driving him is the fire burning in his heart to kill his father. With the reluctant help of one cantankerous, prickly, yet utterly irresistible hellion, he intends to track down the man responsible for the destruction of the world and finally get his revenge.
Zoe hasn't needed anyone for the last 10 years. She goes it alone, and other than this inconvenient lust for an aggravating, gorgeous Brit, she has a crusade of her own: to find and kill the man who destroyed her family so many years ago. The rage and pain has never lessened, and it's only fueled her determination to find him and stop him from ruining the lives of more innocent people. She doesn't want to get involved with Quent anymore than she already has, but something keeps bringing her back to him, and she denies it's more than just the incredible sex they indulge in everytime they get near each other. She can walk away at any moment. And she frequently does.
When Quent is given the chance to confront his father after all these years, he doesn't hesitate to come up with a plan. If only he wasn't so distracted by Zoe, who continues to put herself into dangerous situations, and can so easily walk away from him, when he wants more and more of her, and not just for their hot sexxin'. Zoe moves him in a way he's never felt, and just when he begins to realize how important she is, he may lose her forever....
My thoughts:
This is the 3rd book in this wonderfully compelling series, and definitely my favorite story so far (I know, I keep saying that!) I'm really, REALLY hoping there will be more. I love that we don't learn the whole backstory in book one, and that by the time we get to book three, we still have some questions, but have a better understanding of the world which Joss has created.
We first met Zoe in book 1, when she saves Quent from the ganga, and that initial encounter triggers a sizzling, intense attraction that they both indulge in some hot sex in at a later time, figuring they have nothing to risk by giving into their physical desire, as long as that's all it is. Neither is looking for anything more, especially Zoe. However after the upteenth time that Quent wakes up and finds her gone, he's getting tired of her MO. She's not just an itch that needs frequent scratching. He misses the little hellcat when she's not around aggravating the hell out of him.
I loved their developing relationship over the 3 books. Both are wary, and believe that they are perfectly fine with their casual situation. But underneath they are both hurting and crave a deeper connection. Zoe is such a crabby, outspoken warrior, with the salty language of a sailor, which was rather amusing to Quent, and I got a kick out of her as well. She said whatever was on her mind, and I loved that about her. The only time she clammed up was when things got too emotional, then she shut down and got defensive. Quent comes to terms with his feelings sooner than she does, but with his plans for revenge comes the very real possibiity he might not survive the confrontation.
Later, when Quent is ready for his confrontation with his father, he doesn't realize he's not alone on his mission. Turns out Zoe is not willing to let him sacrifice himself; she's just as determined as he is to kill the man responsible for the deaths of millions of people. Zoe is fearless. And so damn funny that I find myself laughing during the most dire of circumstances. I know she doesn't intend to be, but that's what makes her all the more endearing. I can't help myself. She's such a fun character.
And day-umn, Quent is so incredibly sexy and intense. Charming, gorgeous, and completely in love with the moody, impatient, no-frills Zoe. She is absolutely nothing like the women he's dated in his past, but to him, she's much more remarkable. Almost nothing gets to me like a hot alpha hero falling hard for the girl least likely to catch his eye but who ends up stealing his heart in the end. These two are incredible together, and they just can't keep their hands off of each other. Zoe is one very lucky woman ;)
Just a side note here: I loved that she was most likely of Indian descent, but we don't know that for sure, other than her last name and the things she cooks, dishes she'd learned from her grandmother. It was nice to see a heroine of a different nationality but that it wasn't turned into a big deal in the story. It makes sense that people of all backgrounds and nationalities would have survived the Change.
And, as far as I'm concerned, there's a lot more to explore in this series, and I hope to hear that we'll be getting more stories to enjoy soon. The wait is going to kill me. But, according to Joss, she's working on Book 4 now, so that is freakin' awesome!
Rating: ***** out of *****
Labels: Joss Ware, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 3/02/2010 07:13:00 AM
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Thursday, February 04, 2010:
Something About You by Julie James (2010)
FATE HAS THROWN TWO SWORN ENEMIES. . .Of all the hotel rooms rented by all the adulterous politicians in Chicago, female Assistant U.S. Attorney Cameron Lynde had to choose the one next to 1308, where some hot-and-heavy lovemaking ends in bloodshed. And of all the FBI agents in Illinois, it had to be Special Agent Jack Pallas who gets assigned to this high-profile homicide. The same Jack Pallas who still blames Cameron for a botched crackdown three years ago—and nearly ruining his career…
. . .INTO EACH OTHER’S ARMS
Work with Cameron Lynde? Are they kidding? Maybe, Jack thinks, this is some kind of welcome-back prank after his stint away from Chicago. But it’s no joke: the pair is going to have to put their rocky past behind them and focus on the case at hand. That is, if they can cut back on the razor-sharp jibes—and smother the flame of their sizzling-hot sexual tension…
When this ARC arrived in my mailbox weeks ago, I was beside myself with excitement. How could I not be? Julie James writes some of the best contemporary romance books out there, and I am beyond pleased to say that this one is no exception. One of my most favorite things about Julie's books is her distinctive voice. Her sense of humor and way with words is very evident here, and I appreciate reading a story where you get a feel for the author's vision because it's uniquely their own. And that's my cue to talk about the book.....
All Cameron Lynde wants is some peaceful, uninterrupted sleep, but instead she ends up sharing a hotel wall with two people attempting to break the sound barrier as they engage in some rather boisterous, wild sex. Bout after bout have the bed slamming against said shared wall, and as she marvels at the evident wonders of Viagra, it appears that the two have finally(!) settled down for the night. Or have they? When more squealing and banging ensue, Cameron realizes her hope of getting any sleep is useless, and after calling the front desk to complain, she hears a door close. Being a rather inquisitive sort, tries to get a good look at the stud as he leaves his hotel room.
When hotel security is unable to get a response from the room adjoining Cameron's, it soon becomes apparent to her that something might be wrong. And that something ends up being definitely wrong when the FBI arrive, most especially in the form of dark, brooding, scowling Special Agent Jack Pallas. Could Cameron's night get any worse? Unfortunately the answer to that question ends up being a resounding yes, because a dead body has been discovered in the room next to Cameron's, and she just might be their key witness to a possible murder. Because of the nature of the crime and the parties involved, the case is now in the hands of the FBI, most specifically the hands of Jack Pallas and his partner. Cameron hasn't seen Jack in three years, since a case they had been working on together blew up in his face, an event he blames on her entirely. Now they must work together and catch a killer who very much does not want to get caught, and who just might be after Cameron in order to protect his identity. Despite their rocky past, Jack takes his job very seriously, and intends to prevent anything bad from happening to Cameron while on his watch. Even if it means watching her every moment, whether she's on a date, throwing a bachelorette party, or attending her best friend's wedding. And most especially if it means he can't stop thinking about how soft her skin looks, how completely gorgeous she is, or how he has this incredible urge to kiss her at any given moment.... My thoughts: Julie James is on a serious roll with her writing. As I mentioned to her, she is now 3 for 3 with me, slamming those home runs outta the ballpark with her stunning sexual tension and clever dialogue. What I think makes it more enjoyable is you can actually imagine two people interacting the way Cameron and Jack do. Another reason I love Julie's books is that she creates these really complex heroines that on a superficial level, you might dislike and/or be very jealous of, but then she gives them a brain and adds a huge dose of substance and conscience which makes it hard to deny. Cameron has the type of magnetic personality that draws you in, and she's not a person who goes about drawing attention to herself or always trying to make herself look good. That doesn't mean she isn't good at what she does, because Cameron is very capable in her role as the Assistant U.S. Attorney, but she works hard at it, and her effort shows. She's no slouch in her career. In addition, we see the softer side of Cameron when she's hanging with her friends. She's the type of person that her friends can rely on to have their back, and isn't afraid to show her love for the people in her life. I'd definitely want to have someone like her in my corner. Now let's get to Jack, because really, what great romance would be complete without the perfect hero. Now Jack is not perfect, not by a long shot, but he happens to be rather perfect for Cameron. He's gruff, cantankerous, and tenacious. He's also sexy as all get-out with a scowl that just won't quit. He's undeniably attracted to Cameron, though he tries to pretend otherwise, especially in the beginning. And if that wasn't enough to make you melt, he rides a motorcycle, which is very, very hot. Let's just say I'd jump on his bike anytime. But I digress. What I meant to say is that Jack lives and breathes his life as an FBI agent, and serving in the name of justice. Three years ago, justice was denied him, and it caused an ugly rift between him and Cameron. When they first meet again, those feelings are reawakened, but also something else. Jack may think he doesn't like Cameron, but what he really doesn't like is what happened to him back then, and her part in it. Now he's responsible for protecting her as a key witness to a murder, and the more time he spends with her, the harder it is to hold on to his anger. She's not the career-driven bitch who only cares about looking out for herself. But it takes him a little while to figure it out. But by then he's already unable to stop thinking about her, and wanting to touch her. Back before things got ugly three years ago, there was mutual respect between the two of them, and a budding attraction. But things ended between them before they could even start. Now that they are spending so much time together, the walls inevitably come down. Defenses are dropped. Feelings realized. When the case becomes more dangerous and Cameron's life is threatened, a lot of truths are uncovered. The type of truths that make a reader very, very happy to be reading as Cameron's and Jack's story unfolds. These two beautiful, charismatic, intelligent, engaging people are falling in love, and there's nothing more wonderful to watch. Unless of course I was the heroine, but that's the story going on in my head. Another highlight for me would be the frequent mentions of Chicago. Oh how I love to picture the story taking place on the streets of the city not so far from me. It makes what I visualize that much more vivid and convincing. Also makes me imagine if one day, as I'm walking down Michigan Avenue, I could be walking right by two people who could possibly be Cameron and Jack. An additional mention I have to make is that a dress similar to the one Cameron is wearing on the cover of the book makes an appearance in the story, so keep your eyes peeled for that. I thought that was pretty cool. Just a special note that made this story that much more fun to read. A most satisfying read that I hated to see come to an end. Lucky for me I can go back and re-visit Jack & Cameron again and again :)
*** "Something About You" comes out March 2nd, less than a month away. I'll be getting at least one copy of the book with this gorgeous cover, and stay tuned for a contest sometime in March. Julie (along with Beth Kery, Colleen Gleason/Joss Ware & Shiloh Walker) will be having a signing on 3/13 in Chicago, so I intend to get some signed copies :) ***
Rating: ***** out of ***** Labels: Julie James, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 2/04/2010 07:22:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010:
Nice Girls Don't Have Fangs by Molly Harper (2009)
Maybe it was the Shenanigans gift certificate that put her over the edge. When children's librarian and self-professed nice girl Jane Jameson is fired by her beastly boss and handed twenty-five dollars in potato skins instead of a severance check, she goes on a bender that's sure to become Half Moon Hollow legend. On her way home, she's mistaken for a deer, shot, and left for dead. And thanks to the mysterious stranger she met while chugging neon-colored cocktails, she wakes up with a decidedly unladylike thirst for blood.
Jane is now the latest recipient of a gift basket from the Newly Undead Welcoming Committee, and her life-after-lifestyle is taking some getting used to. Her recently deceased favorite aunt is now her ghostly roommate. She has to fake breathing and endure daytime hours to avoid coming out of the coffin to her family. She's forced to forgo her favorite down-home Southern cooking for bags of O negative. Her relationship with her sexy, mercurial vampire sire keeps running hot and cold. And if all that wasn't enough, it looks like someone in Half Moon Hollow is trying to frame her for a series of vampire murders. What's a nice undead girl to do?
Here is yet another of the books that Mandi of Smexy Books was talking about, and since I pretty much enjoy her recommendations, I went ahead and bought it, no questions asked. Since I love vampire books in pretty much all their various incarnations, I was all for reading about a former librarian who accidentally ends up dead, then is "saved" by a sexy mystery man named Gabriel.
Author Molly Harper has written an engaging first book in her Nice Girls series. Jane has issues with just about everything. First off, she loses a job she loves to someone completely incompetent. Then her mother wonders why she's not married yet and her perfect sister covets the house she inherited. Her best friend Zeb is a lovable dork who nevertheless tries to stab her when he discovers she's now a vampire. Her house is haunted by her beloved Aunt Jettie. She can't eat real food. And oh yeah, someone's trying to ruin her life.
My thoughts:
I initially started out really enthusiastic about this book. It was fun, and I could imagine Jane getting into all kinds of crazy scrapes because of her unfamiliarity with vampirism. She was attracted to her sire, Gabriel, but then there was this weird kinda sexual vibe she had going on with his nemesis Dick, a perverted vampire if there ever was one. Her family drove her crazy, but that was nothing new. However the added complication of her newly changed status set her up for some wonderfully amusing situations. I was really enjoying the ride.
Somewhere after the first half of the book though, I found my attention wandering. It's like things were happening, but I was waiting for something more...significant. Something interesting. I think what it was is that too much was going on for me to focus. Jane is feeling her way around the vampire protocol while dodging her family and trying to look for a job. She's attracted to her sire but there's just not enough sexual tension between them to get me excited. I'm much more intrigued, and yes repulsed (though in a good way), by Dick, but he comes across as a major man-ho. Zeb is distracted by a girl and is not there as much for his best friend. Jane needs to find a job. Now a vampire has died and Jane's been accused of his death, and other vampires are shunning Jane because of it. Lots of drama.
So bottom line is, I didn't hate this book, I just felt it needed more direction. Too many things happening that it took me a week to finally concentrate enough to finish it. And yes, as it was eluded to on Twitter, Gabriel does something that can be considered rather unforgivable. He may be a vampire, but he crossed a line of morality that is going to be extremely difficult to come back from, and Jane's almost immediate reaction baffled and disappointed me. It was actually rather disturbing.
That being said, I'm still intrigued enough by some of the characters and story possibilities to want to continue reading the other 2 books, which I already have in my tbr pile. So while I would recommend the book, I would like to advise that there's a lot going on, and your head might be spinning trying to keep up with everything. Of course, that very well could just be me.
Rating: ***1/2 out of ***** Labels: Molly Harper, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 1/27/2010 07:24:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010:
Sinful Surrender by Beverley Kendall (2010)
Millicent “Missy” Armstrong is entering her fourth London Season, but not for lack of suitors. Since her debut three years ago, Missy has received twenty marriage proposals. But she is interested in only one man—her brother’s best friend, James Rutherford. As a child, Missy looked up to James. As a grown up, her admiration has blossomed into the longings of a beautiful, sensuous woman—and she won’t rest until James admits his love—and desire—for her… James Rutherford rues the day he let his physical weaknesses get the better of him by kissing Missy. His best friend has made it clear that Missy is off limits, and though he’s avoided her for three years, he hasn’t forgotten the feel of her soft lips pressed against his—and it seems neither has she. For no matter how much James tries to discourage Missy, he keeps winding up in her arms, sharing heated caresses that promise the most delirious pleasure...
I first heard about Beverley Kendall from awesome blogger and passionate romance advocate Barbara of Happily Forever After, and when I read the premise, I just knew I had to get this book. So without reading any reviews, I bought it. "Sinful Surrender" is a book that really got me riled up as I read it. Don't get me wrong when I say that, because I did like the book, but the author definitely pushed my buttons with this one. First off, Missy is head over heels in love with James, has been for years, and makes no secret of it. And no matter how he treats her, she continues to love him, convinced despite her despair that deep down he loves her too. Then you have James, who, truth be told, could be an utter bastard to Missy. He's reluctantly attracted to her, but knows that he won't marry her, so instead of being civil and dealing with his attraction, he's abrasive and rude, and when he cannot manage to avoid her in public, he makes sure to escort a clingy, experienced young widow to whichever event both he and Missy attend, announcing without words that this is the type of woman he prefers to spend time with. Part of the reason he behaves this way is that he's the best friend of Missy's brother Thomas, and Thomas has made it perfectly clear that James is not good enough for his sister. He won't have her miserably married to a man who will scorn her love by keeping an endless parade of mistresses. So while he considers James to be like a brother, he knows him too well to ever consider him as a suitable match for Missy. And James cannot argue with Thomas' logic. He doesn't wish to marry, nor does he believe in love, and Missy is not the type of young woman to engage in a scandalous affair with, so he treats her shabbily. But despite all this, Missy and James manage to end up in a situation where they can't keep their hands off each other. Missy is young and inexperienced, and drowning in her love for James, while he is overcome with the most insane lust he's ever experienced, and eventually they reach the point of no return. But just when it seems like Missy may get her wish and end up with the man she loves, fate throws them a nasty curveball that James just didn't see coming... I'm not going to elaborate on that because I don't wish to spoil the plot, and I really despise it when other reviewers do that, but there are moments when I wanted to smack not only James, but one of the secondary characters who is responsible for that previously mentioned curveball. The thing is, despite the fact that there were several moments when I questioned Missy's judgment in continuing to pine for James, I sincerely liked her. I wanted her to have her HEA as much as she did, and when it appeared that fate had other ideas (even though yeah this is a romance and their ending was pretty much a given), I sympathized with her. She deserved better. However I had to give her credit for making James squirm. She'd reached her breaking point and wasn't going to let James win her so easily in the end. That only made me like her more, because she was not only realizing that she was worthy of better, she wanted James to know she knew it too. She valued herself more now, and had been hurt enough, and she wasn't going to let James take her for granted. Maybe if he hurt just a little, he'd know what he had been putting her through for years. There are probably several reasons I should hate this book, but I didn't. I ran the gamut of emotions as I turned the pages, and there were times my blood boiled, but in the end, it was well worth it. I can honestly say this is a story that's not easily forgotten, and that even now, I'm writing this about a week after I'd finished reading it, and I'm still going back to parts of the story, reliving them. I cared for these characters, even when at times I didn't like them very much, and to be, that is the sign of a successful reading experience. Good news is that Thomas' & ....his love's story is all set for January 2011. I for one cannot wait for Thomas to get his, just as James did. Ain't love grand???? Rating: ****1/2 out of *****
Labels: Beverley Kendall, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 1/20/2010 06:54:00 AM
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Thursday, January 14, 2010:
Lessons From a Scarlet Lady by Emma Wildes (2010)
No real lady should take lessons from a scarlet woman...or should she?The Duke of Rolthven's new wife, Brianna Northfield, is well-bred, demure, polite - everything a young bride should be. So what would society say if they saw her with a copy of "Lady Rothburg's Advice"--a courtesan's lessons for the boudoir? her very proper husband certainly wouln't approve, but he is far too busy with his ducal duties to pay her much attention. Though if Brianna has her way, that's about to change...
When his beautiful, innocent young wife suddenly becomes a vixen in the bedroom, Colton Northfield is taken by surprise. He wants her now - at the opera, in his carriage, and even during tea at their country estate - but he can't help being alarmed by her seductive powers. Where the devil did she learn such tricks?
Soon, Brianna's scandalous campaign is taking off in ways she never could have imagined...Following a courtesan's advice is bound to lead to trouble-but will it lead to her ultimate desire: winning her husband's love? Though not as erotic as first believed, I really enjoyed Emma Wildes' An Indecent Proposition. So when I heard she had a second book come out in December, I was eager to scoop it right up. Besides, the premise of the story sounded perfectly naughty, and when am I ever not in the mood for something naughty? Hardly ever. My thoughts: This book started out well, with Brianna determined to seduce her reserved husband by wearing some suggestive clothing at the opera. It works, as he's barely able to keep his hands off of her and they end up getting busy in the carriage. Colton is befuddled by his bold wife, and the erotic things she does to him. I thought she gradually eased into her role as brazen temptress, and it was fun to watch Colton lose his ever present control. It was fun for awhile, and then I got a little bored with their story. Everything seemed to be going well, yetere was no conflict. But that was okay because there was a secondary storyline with Brianna's dear friend Rebecca and the man she's in love with, so I was highly entertained by their romantic dance. Then Brianna gets pregnant and because of all the naughty things his wife has been doing to him when they're alone, he suddenly becomes suspicious, and perhaps rightfully so. He had no idea where she was learning some of these erotic bedroom tricks, and his first and foremost idea is that she has another lover. Now that suspicion has set in, it changes the dynamic of their marriage, yet because Colton is so reserved and tends to keep to himself, she has no idea what he's thinking. I apologize for the brief review, because I really did like this book, I just can't think of much to say about it. It's an enjoyable historical, albeit predictable. But I find that there's nothing wrong with that, because I know exactly what I'm getting, and sometimes that's all I need in a book; the comfort of knowing what you're getting and sitting back and enjoying the experience. I would say that some of the love scenes are more erotic than you see in some romances (i.e. Brianna ties Colton to the bed) but nothing shocking. I thought the scenes made sense with the lessons in the book, and weren't out of context. After all, Brianna was determined to keep her husband from straying, so she was a little inventive in her methods. So this book gave me luke-warm feelings, yet as I mentioned, there's nothing wrong with that. It's like having a bit of a crush on a cute guy, but not that overwhelming infatuation. So it's good, and sweet and makes me happy, but doesn't consume my every waking thought. An enjoyable historical for a chilly weekend. I would definitely read her next book :) Rating: **** out of *****
Labels: Emma Wildes, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 1/14/2010 06:43:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010:
Her Secret Fling by Sarah Mayberry (2010)
Jake Stevens--star reporter and celebrated literary genius--is a snake. How else to explain the way he turns Poppy Birmingham's hero worship into loathing with a single conversation? So what if she's got a lot to learn about journalism? Aren't they coworkers now? On the same team? Jake can take his attitude and...
Then during a job-related road trip, their relationship goes from antagonistic to hedonistic in no time flat. And suddenly Poppy can't think of anything more delicious than having a secret fling with Jake. But with all this intensity, can she really keep it no-strings-attached?
So, this was not my first Sarah Mayberry book. But it had been so long since I'd read a Blaze, and when recent Twitter talk turned to Ms. Mayberry's books, I was curious. And when I saw it at the store, it immediately went into my cart. Well let's just say that my fellow readers know of what they speak. Poppy Birmingham is now starting a new career as a sports journalist after an injury forces her to retire from swimming. On her first day at the newspaper, Poppy is nervous but also excited to be meeting Jake Stevens, the writer of one of her favorite books. But the experience is considerably less than stellar when Jake sneers and basically lets it be known he's not too impressed that a former sports star is now one of his writing colleagues. After all, not having attended journalism school nor has any experience, what makes her qualified to work for the paper? Soon Poppy's hero worship turns to disgust. Obviously Jake is a misogynistic jerk with an oversized ego. Who needs him? When the two attend a sporting event for the paper, they are reluctantly thrown together to make their way back home. As they spend time together, they both discover a similar sense of humor...and a blazing attraction between them that initially neither wishes to act on. But after a bit too much wine and a sensual challenge is issued, it soon becomes impossible NOT to give in. Jake gives Poppy a night she'll never forget, and one that rather surprises him, much to his chagrin. But it's just a one-night stand, nothing to get all worked up over. Right?
My thoughts:
Well, I get it. I get why readers love her books and then tweet about it. For a category romance, it's really very, very good stuff. Ms. Mayberry writes an emotional story, and you know how I just can't resist that in my books. She also writes an incredibly hot love scene. Whoa! Nothing shocking or over-the-top, just a very basic, sexy, blunt scenario that makes some of the erotic romances I've read seem boring by comparison. Poppy was one lucky woman. Speaking of Poppy, I was relieved beyond belief that she wasn't a whiny, weepy doormat of a heroine. Instead of slinking into a corner when Jake made jeering comments to her, she let him have it and showed him she wasn't intimidated by his status as a star reporter. She stood up to him and even if it didn't change his opinion of her, at least she could hold her head up high and not let him get away with treating her so badly. I really liked that about her. As for Jake, yes he definitely came across as a jerk, though in his defense, I could understand where he was coming from, even if I didn't agree with his methods. But once he got the taste of Poppy's rebuttals, he soon began to gain some respect for her. And wow, is he ever up for the blatant challenge Poppy issues to him one evening at dinner. Let's just say I bet being proven wrong by a man was never more satisfying. While on the road, Poppy experiences a tragedy and Jake does his best to be there without giving Poppy the wrong impression. He's not looking for a relationship so he knows that if he gets too close, he runs the risk of giving her the wrong idea. Poppy on the other hand is determined to keep things casual between them, especially considering they have to work together. Their actions were completely believable, and it took awhle for both Poppy and Jake to come to terms with their growing feelings. It didn't just jump from casual to committed in a matter of hours. They both had issues they needed to work through before they were able to move forward. The conclusion was very satisfying, and the book made me realize how much I've enjoyed category romance in the past. Sometimes even these quick reads can really hit the spot and satisfy a reading craving. This book does exactly that. I think I'll be looking out for Ms. Mayberry's backlist. Rating: ****1/2 out of *****
Labels: reviews, Sarah Mayberry
posted by Stacy~ at 1/12/2010 06:40:00 AM
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Monday, January 11, 2010:
Laid Bare by Lauren Dane (2009)
Unexpected Desire…
It’s been ten years since clean-cut, sexy-as-hell police officer Todd Keenan had a white-hot fling with Erin Brown, the provocative, wild rocker chick next door. Their power exchange in the bedroom got under his skin. But love wasn’t in the cards just yet…
Now, life has thrown the pair back together. But picking up where they left off is tough, in light of a painful event from Erin’s past. As Todd struggles to earn her trust, their relationship takes an unexpected and exciting turn when Todd’s best friend, Ben, ends up in their bed—and all three are quite satisfied in this relationship without a name. As the passion they share transforms Erin, will it be enough to help her face the evil she thought she had left behind?
Despite being a huge fan of erotic romance, and other than reading "Taking Care of Business" (with Megan Hart), I had not read anything by Lauren Dane before. What a travesty, I know. But recently I've heard a gazillion amazing things about her book Laid Bare, so during my recent Borders shopping spree, I made sure to pick it up (along with Coming Undone). And it won my "which book should I read" question from a few days ago, so that's what I read. Oh man, ever so glad I did. My thoughts:
I'm just going to jump in straight to my review and state that I really loved this book on so many levels. Not only did I admire Erin right from the start for being unapologetic about who she was and what she deserved, I also respected her for surviving a horrific tragedy that could have emotionally crippled her. Erin was an amazingly brave, loving, gifted woman who'd lost so much, but refused to let it damage her beyond repair. Rarely do you come across such a strong woman in books, women who don't always defer to their men to make them happy. She wasn't a selfish or unforgiving woman, just one who accepted herself and her sexuality and expected to be cherished by those she loves. I thought it was an interesting choice to have Todd leave her in the beginning, because despite how he believed he was raised, he came from a very loving, supportive family. However it was a journey he had to take, and finally realize that what he thought he wanted wasn't what he needed, or what made him happy. It took a broken marriage and a serious accident to finally make him realize what he'd been denying all along. Once he came to terms with that, he felt free to pursue what was missing from his life. His decision brought him home to Seattle and to the woman he knew he loved, even back then. I want to give Ms. Dane major props for writing a story about the kind of Dom/sub relationship I can finally understand and accept. It's made clear that both Erin and Todd are not into humiliation or to have Erin being treated as a "thing" instead of a person. Their's is a very cherishing relationship, extremely loving and sexy and special. The things Erin allowed Todd to do to her were all things she enjoyed, and craved, just as Todd desired to give them to her. There wasn't a moment during their bedroom exchanges that I ever felt uncomfortable or creeped out by what was going on. It was about pleasure, sometimes a little pain but nothing that made me squirm in a disgusted way. I also liked that there wasn't withholding of pleasure for Erin either. There wasn't any "you must walk outside naked except for this collar and get the paper in plain view of the neighborhood pervert then maybe when you come back I'll give you an orgasm" type of scene, which always irritates me. I totally loved that about Erin and Todd together. It broke my heart at times too, this story. Erin was still dealing with the aftermath of a gut-wrenchingly, painful event in her life, and there was a part of her that would always be in pain, would always be broken. Just because some time had passed didn't mean Erin had gotten past it. She was still suffering, but she was a survivor, determined to live and fight. She had an incredible support system in her two brothers, which I adored seeing. A lot of times you read about broken families, but while Erin and her brothers had lost their parents when they were young, they still had each other, and her brothers Adrian and Brody were a strong support system for her. It was sweet how close they were to each other, and how they didn't shy away from expressing their love to one another. Laid Bare is one of those stories that will stay with you for a long time because it engages your emotions so completely that it's hard to let go. But it's a beautiful story, one with real, flawed, sometimes scared characters who are just trying to find that connection with someone who "gets" them, accepts and loves them regardless. There's not much I can think of that bothered me about this book, except for the incredibly small details that don't make a bit of difference. Such as the smoking. Completely silly, I know, but that always puts me off, no matter why the reason. I've been around enough smokers, including my mother, to know that it's never attractive or sexy. I don't mean to offend or make anyone feel bad, it's just one of my huge pet peeves. And I know you're probably rolling your eyes at me for something so trite. I don't blame you. But obviously this little occurrence does not detract from the rest of the story. I'm so glad I already have Coming Undone so I can re-visit these characters again, though I may hold off for a little while and just let myself absorb and savor the experience of Laid Bare. My favorite book of 2010. Rating: ***** out of ***** Labels: Lauren Dane, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 1/11/2010 07:08:00 AM
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Friday, January 08, 2010:
Beyond the Night by Joss Ware (2010)
A man with no future . . .
When Dr. Elliott Drake wakes from a mysterious fifty-year sleep, the world as he knew it is gone. Cities are now desolate, and civilization is controlled by deadly immortals. Stranger still is Elliott's extraordinary new "gift"--he has the power to heal, but it comes with fatal consequences.
A woman with a past . . .
Jade barely escaped the immortals and is now hell-bent on revenge. She trusts no one . . . until Elliott. His piercing gaze and tempting touch shatter her defenses, but the handsome doctor seems to have dangerous secrets of his own. Is it safe to trust him with her heart?
If they are to survive in this dark new world, Jade and Elliott must work together to fight the forces that take them beyond danger.
Beyond desire. I somehow managed to score an ARC of this book (it magically appeared in my mailbox) and I was jumping for joy. Thanx to Kati, I became a huge fan of Colleen Gleason's Gardella series, so when I heard (probably from Kati *g*) that she was going to be writing a new series under a new name, Joss Ware, I had to know more. This book is sufficiently grim and creepy in the sense that the world essentially "ended" 50 years ago and what's left is nothing but mass destruction and perhaps a few thousand people. There are no movie theatres, no iPhones (sob!), or Starbucks. The cities have crumbled, and what's left over are rundown hotels, rusted and useless vehicles, and the bare essentials. Most of the people living were not around at the time of "the Change", so they don't know what life was like back in 2010. But Lou Waxnicki knows, and so does Dr. Elliott Drake, who along with some of his buddies are the few remaining survivors. In the six months since they've woken from their Rip Van Winkle nap, these men have tried coming to terms with no longer having the modern conveniences and carefree lifestyles they once knew. Even Elliott, as a doctor, doesn't have access to the medical supplies and equipment that was such an integral part of his profession. Things are different now. One night the men come across a group of teenagers who are being attacked by gangas, or zombies. They are flesh-eating creatures who only come out at night, who moan incoherently and reek something awful. Though not very coordinated and unable to climb without the benefit of stairs, they are also massive creatures with glowing orange eyes and sharp teeth and claws, and they crave human flesh like nobody's business. The only way to kill a ganga is to destroy their brains. (Braaaaiiiinnnssss!) Just thinking about these smelly, vile creatures is enough to give me nightmares. Anyway, during the attack, Elliott and the men encounter Jade, a beautiful woman who comes riding in on a horse to save the day. After the attack, Elliott realizes she's been injured, and he attends to her wounds, only to discover his gift of healing has some serious side effects. Elliott and the other guys, along with the rescued teens, make their way back to Envy, where a community of humans now make their home in a broken-down Las Vegas hotel. Elliott learns about the Strangers, a group of immortals who seek to control the humans, and more about the mysterious gangas. The humans are secretly trying to find a way to defeat the Strangers, and use covert technology and the skills of two of the original survivors to carry out their plan. Working together with Jade and this misfit group of rebels, Elliott begins to realize that this is now his life, and it's incredibly overwhelming. He tries to deal with the reprecussions of his gift, and his growing feelings for a secretive woman who seems to have every man falling at her feet, and manage not to get killed in the process.... My thoughts: This book sorta reminded me of the movie 2012, when the world turns against itself and starts self-destructing. Only in this instance, the destruction was not the result of Mother Nature, but by a deadly group of immortals who have definite plans for the humans. Some modern conveniences still exist, and I found it amusing at all the references to the pop culture of 2010 or earlier. There are no new CD's from current rock bands anymore, no DVD's. It was rather depressing to think about that. But the people who survived and who were born after the Change didn't have any choice. This is what their world was now, and they had to come to terms with it, which I think they did admirably well, especially the guys who'd been "sleeping" for fifty years. It also reminded me of the Resident Evil movies too, because of the gangas. These creatures are controlled by the immortals, and they are many, monstrous, and constantly craving the flesh of humans. Their one weakness, other than dying by destroying their brains, seems to be bright light, so they only come out at night. I think zombies are the creepiest of creatures, and definitely not sexy at all, so this would definitely top the list as one of my nightmares. I don't watch "Lost", nor have I see "I Am Legend" but I'm sure the premise was inspired by the t.v. show & movie (yes, actually after visiting Joss' website I see that it is) but this series is different enough you don't feel like you're reading an exact take of either of those two storylines. I liked Elliott and Jade very much, and it was completely believable that these two people would fall in love with each other in only a matter of days. Life is different now, harder to hold onto, so everything is more intense, more focused. The little things that held people back don't exist anymore. The chances of surviving in this brave, new world are not as high, especially now that Elliott has used his gift several times and the danger becomes greater everytime. I felt sad at the loss of the "old" world. I cannot imagine living without the modern conveniences of today, and it must have been unbearable for Elliott and his buddies to wake up to such destruction and waste, their loved ones gone, their security vanished. I am dying to know more about how the other characters have dealt with these abrupt and jarring changes since they awoke, and I hope Ms. Ware will address it in future books, especially since there are more characters I want to find out about. I remember seeing a brief review about this series stating that they (the reviewer) weren't sure there was enough of a backstory to continue the series. However I don't see it that way at all. There are still so many unanswered questions I have; about Elliott's abilities, about Lou Waxnicki and his brother Theo, about all that happened 50 years ago and in between. So if you like stories set in a post-apocalyptic world and loved the Gardella series, then you definitely have to read these books! I was on the edge of my seat reading this book, because Ms. Ware doesn't not shrink away from those difficult decisions. This world is not cushy and safe, and sometimes innocent people get hurt. There's not always a knight in shining armor charging in just in time to save the day. The book is not overly violent, but it doesn't shy away from it, which is extremely believable within the frame of the story, and I can appreciate that. The one complaint that immediately comes to mind is that I wish there would have been more "on air" time with Preston, because he was a true villain and though we get an idea of what he's capable of, it would have been a little edgier to have him make more of an appearance. Other than that, this book kept me interested right from page one, and the more I discovered, the more I wanted to know. I'm completely hooked. And if that weren't reason enough to love it, Ms. Ware manages to throw in a few wildly sexy scenes to satisfy the romance lover in us all. And they totally fit in with what's happening in that story at that given time No sexxin' while the gangas are chasing after them. Smart characters, are Elliott and Jade. Gotta love that. Rating: ****1/2 out of *****
Labels: Joss Ware, reviews
posted by Stacy~ at 1/08/2010 07:26:00 AM
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